Tuesday, April 07, 2009

what a week...

finally went to test out my swimming abilities ytd. was supposed to be solo. but i was glad my perks came along. gave her quite abit of scares . heh. its really funny how much faster i can swim when i struggle to get to the side of the pool as compared to when i am swimming laps. well. i seriously have this phobia that i'll drown! oh mans and i cant tread water for the 3 whole bloody minutes! *sighs* shall see how it goes tml! *cross my pudgy fingers*
went ntuc-ing with perks after all that swim and lunchie. and this is what i got. haha.
hoegardens for mi and my parents! haha. well. have been wanting to get it for quite some time for them. *aha. i meant me* sweet treat.
coupled with soft and sweet marshmallows! how wonderful! haha.
ahahaha.
ps. i am secretly in love with my mini anne! *oops*
pps.the heels of my palms are bruised from pumping mini anne too much ouch. pain.
ppps.my mum n sis were quite fasinated and yet disgusted by my mini anne. haha. well. i am just greatly entertained. haha. and quite enjoyed the class.
haha. one of my wonderful piece of work on some sleephead's arm? haha.
my 1st visit to island creamery after SOO SOOO SOOO long! with chiam! and gosh. how gluttony we can get at times. i am such a dessert fanatic! forever.
yummy mudpie! so oreo-y.
warm apple crumple with melted burnt caramel icecream! *faints* the icecream is to die for.
my all time fav! fresh banana icecream!
what a happy family of desserts. heh.
been up to my neck. well. not entirely with studies. which i ought to be really ashamed of. so many things happening all around me. its really weighing me down. i literally either stomp or drag my feet whenever i make my home on days which i rather not remember. of course there are happy times too. but i think its just these few days. kinda stand more on the gloomy side. like worrying over things which are so not within my control and theres really nothinig much i can do about it. so exasperating. i know myself. practically a control freak. like i want to be in control of my own stuff. but sometimes. i just cant. and not being able to do so just drives me nutters.
circumstances which makes things difficult are forever threatening to fall on us. from all sides in fact. confrontations need not always lead to the end of the issues. but sometimes. i think confrontation makes it worse. and makes it more bitter than ever.
sometimes. i really really wish i can just fly up to the clouds and just stay there. haha. the clouds look so comfortable! and fluffy! but its all so disturbing when u discover that they are actually just water droplets! which will fall onto earth when they cant take it anymore!
hope that someone can just come along and save me from all these miseries.... give me a black knight.* chuckles* i know princess pocahontas is too black for a white knight. haha.


the little things....


ps. i wana share my darling boonee's joy! haha. congrats! heh.
pps. i am so ultra happy for my ments! haha.

Posted by mistifier at 9:49 AM