Tuesday, March 31, 2009

stuck with each other...

boonee came my house to mug and heh. this is what we gals do when we are bored... jelly playing.. so colourful and pretty.
i like looking at it...and i like 'mugging' with my darling too. heh.
went for a impromptu dinner with joshie chiam n ments at ikea! yummy yummy meatballs with jam. heh. and well. alot more stuff... glad that it materialised. if not i would be having some funny funny dinner by myself.
and ohohho! watched CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! well. what can i say? its a bimbo show. great show to laugh and relax and go awwww over. heh. pretty much enjoyed it after a whole day of training and walking and getting bits of rain. hehe.
went bedok with the intention of catching the exciting races but it rained. so shitty lo. am i jinxed or what? haha. but the movie made it all better. *sheepish*
but omg! all that talk about the results is so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ms yaya is feeling happy! hehe.
HARPER'S ISLAND look good! but i dun dare to watch! but its looks really really good....hmmm. should i or should i not....



while they are STUCK WITH EACH OTHER, i am stuck with this song in my head...

Posted by mistifier at 12:02 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

one lil two lil three lil PIGLETS!

Finally started our revision lecture and haha. so coincidental. erxingui in the same class too. ahaa.so funny. and here we are fiddling around in class, with me doodling on her thighs. hehe.

some snackies which helped us through!
cookies & cream HELLO PANDA
AWWW. spot the difference!
mini piglets! alongside with bargaining!
so entertained by bthe new discovery! PERCY PIGLETS! heh! more 'eater-friendly'. one by one, u can just pop the piglets into ur mouth. yummy!
hmmm. the few of us think this resembles someone! hahaha. ter ong! hahaha.the resemblance is uncanny!
well, while the few of us are enjoying the booze, someone seem to be trying to act refined! i wonder who. heh. hoegarden is nice!
finally had the bdae dinner with ments and it was quite fun! been quite long since we had such a peaceful and relaxing time together. without the company of our paddles too. haha.
took this shaky shot after trg on wed evening. mesmerising.
the gummy bears battlion!
so cute rite! ali and me sneakily took this while queue-ing at sdba after one particular trg. heh.
saw a rainbow ytd! so nice! it was rather random. like just spotted it while looking out of the train cabin. forgt to take pic. aiya. haha.
i never knew that the whole day lecture could tire us out so thoroughly. i practically concussed after reaching home. booboo. nido get geared up man.

Posted by mistifier at 8:18 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

game theories!

its econs week! and i think i am going to get really really sick of it. haha. but come to think of it, i think i barely started? only managed to do half of it when the lecture starts on sat! omg! slaughter me like a piggy. yes. a piggy. well. at least i can be presentablely presented as a decenty plate of pork chop. haha.

ments actually wants to shoot me in the head. haha. and i really think i deserve it. for all the things that i have done. why is it that it can feel so wrong and yet i do nothing to rectify it. sighs. there is really a difference between what i have to do and what i can do. it is logical and understandable to always do the right things but why is it that when it comes to the time to execute it, you cant do it? maybe beneath my red heart, i have a heart of steel. haha.

i have no idea why. was feeling abit weird in the tummy and to nap. woke up feeling worse and when my mum asked why i look so pale. i feel like crying. think the emotions are threatening to flow out of my head. i love my mummy.

i think i am starting to have multiple homes. kallang. sim. home. macs. haha

i am getting delusional! yay!

all i know, is everythinig is not as it's sold.
but the more i grow, the less i know.
and i have lived so many lives,
though i'm not old.
and the more i see, the less i grow.
the fewer the seeds the more i sow.

Posted by mistifier at 2:07 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

end of prelims!

was mugging ytd with joshie and chiam and saw this quote which i think is very sad.

''astronauts cant cry cause there aint gravity to let their tears flow...'

i think its like so bitteR!

omG! and i need to congratulate ms booneeeeee!~gongxi gongxi! heh.

prelims finally over and wow. i am so NOT demoralised man. haha. shall start my own mugging camp! and i shall be the 1st prisoner of war. shall go and catch a few more and imprison them! muahahah! maybe ms hong can be one of them!

my mum is so funny! like these days, she brings the smile in my face! from the silly and crappy stuff she says. omg. i dun think anyone will believe that they came ut from her mouth. i love my crappy and sensible mummy!

revision lectures gona start this week and gosh. i gona miss the entire weekend of trg! sighs. i tried my best. need to be prepared for the lectures. its really uber horrible to go into a lecture for revision and you have no inkling what the lecturer is talking about. i dun wana be further demoralised! so gona burn all my books and notes and drinK! hee.

when so many people are breaking down, how can i join them? so all the more i need to be strong! its really tempting. haha. but NO!

and i cant fight the tears that aint coming, theres a moment of truth in your eyes..

Posted by mistifier at 1:12 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

could u look me in the eye & tell me that u're happy now?

this is what i have been up to everyday. haha. such good friends with my bookies and kopi. and seriously i have to self entertain in order to be sane.
law!prelims on monday and i am nowhere near half done. so dead. i was so amazed by my bro haha. one person carrying the washing machine. well. i tried. but think the height issue made it difficult for me.
the original product seem too big for me to handle. stupid boy was mocking me about gymmin so much and yet cant carry off the stunt.
i have no idea why but ytd's trg rendered me wasted. cant really eat or walk properly. my legs seem to have a life of their own. concussed immediately after bathing and its horrible to wake up with bolts of cramps. =s
hate this kind of useless vulnerable feeling. argh.
saturday is drawing near! yay!
got alot of new songs to blast for my mugging session! yay!
sometimes, your brain just cant function on its own and you'll have all sorts of weird thoughts getting in. but i am just glad that i let myself be pulled back to reality.



Posted by mistifier at 11:20 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

mugging fanatics

hee. so these are snapshots of how our mugging sessions look like!
sneaky shots when lazy people are taking their breaks. so far! i haven been caught in the act! hee.

venue: ms su*way
time: after eugene's tekan sessions
effect:as can be seen below

immediate concusssion for some
and crankinesss+sudden bursts of energy for some
well, there are times when you realise your stuff are missing... heee. and they become accessories for my study partners...

oh my! caught in the act again. but this time, we took candids!

all 3 concussed! and i am left to have my fun! muahaha!
wow. this looks serious! pretty fierce is fierce no more! oops
this is ms how's form of stress relief. well. one of the many! huge packets of cotton candy! yummmy-licious! oh well. i din get to even take a bite. booboo!
aiya! forgt to take snapshots of my mugging session with boonnnnneeee darling. heee. but well. its imprinted in my head! so much catching up in the midst of mugging.
3 prelims down. 1 more! my 'FAV' law! haha. gona squeeze everything into my tiny goldfish brain.
just finished watching PS I LOVE YOU again and it never fails to bring my tear glands into action.shall think of more shows to watch again to reward myself. hee.

i think i am learning to take trainings as part of my life. no trainings seem like a great idea but when it really happens, i think the whole bunch of us will feel really lost. like lost. its really amazing how the body mechanism works. the more we train. we bigger we get. HAHA. surprisingly ironic.
going to meet sihui ed and bimbo!!!!! this sat! so exciting! i mean its been so long since we last met. if someone pangseh us again. i willl not talk to her. HAHAHA. *hinthint*

Posted by mistifier at 12:09 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

progress....

poof! so far, went ahead with 2 prelims papers already. and wow! what a beep. i actually left the hall after 1 hour without attempting much. total blank. haha. i wonder what i was thinking. well. it served as a good warning i guess. GAMBATEI!

i have no idea why but these days, i cant seem to get my energy level up at all. like constantly tired? is it a virus in the air? HAHA. maybe i just caught the LAZY BUG!

ments went viety land. 1 week. seem so long. but oh wells. hope hes ok over there. heee. if its me think i'll die of loneliness.

sometimes, i just wish i have a shoulder *like chiam's* to lean on. heee. i like her shoulder! damn nice to put my round head.

sometimes, the floodgate just opens and things are simply beyond ur control. much as u want to give it a steer and change its direction. you cant.

i really wonder what he is up to all these days. like is he really doing what he is supposed to do or is he hiding stuff from us? seriously, we had enough of his PLEASANT surprises. and usu they are quite bad. i cross my fingers hard and hope that what we feel is not what we think it is. we trust him. and it is just not right to betray our trust. habits are hard to break. but you have already broken some bad bad ones. so what is this one? just another one to go.
i know you love me. but we want actions which can let us feel the love. if you deem hurting us,keeping things from us as love, i really duno what u are anymore.

Posted by mistifier at 9:21 AM