Saturday, October 31, 2009

lazy wkend?hell no!

happy halloween! If u ask me trick or treat?its always treat.heh.

Its quite weird not going trg for e wk.but i'll be back soon! Was looking through my mails when i chanced upon a letter which i wrote.its quite sad that most of e issues which i stated in e note,it isnt fulfilled.& its like been more than a year?

If complaining & whining doesnt help?what does?

I am pushing myself. & i'll continue to do so. :)

Posted by mistifier at 2:41 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

home sweet home

after so many days in the hospi, home is really the sweetest place on earth man. but now i really really respect nurses. i can never be like them. and my ward's like a nursing home! its quite a morbid sight. i wonder if next time,i'll really be like that when i grow old. *shudders at the thought*

now that i am back home,started thinking about some stuff. maybe i am trying to hold on to too many stuff. sometiems, one'll learn a hard lesson to finally realise that they cant have everything that they want. & now i truly understand what it means to work so so hard for something to know that the ending gona be ugly. haha. cause thats what we are doing.

was watching part of a show with mummy.
this gal fell asleep on an outdoor bench. this guy came along and lugged a potted plant with swinging branches over her head just to keep her out from the sun. how incredibly silly & sweet is that.

jiayou my honey & boarie! GO GO!

Posted by mistifier at 8:07 PM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

emo-lest!

sometimes,its much easier to understand other people than urself. I dun even know myself. All e loopholes & traps are hard to avoid & one day when u realise that u've fallen in, theres pretty much nothing u can do but try to make merry. HA.

I wonder if everything i've done is worth it. Do i really enjoy it or is it simply for goodness sake? Is e facade to be shed or is it to be firmly set in place? To defend or to strike?

Sometimes, e reason why u hang on to something when u know e process & e ending aint that great is for e good of e others. Sometimes i do wonder if people can get tired of each other or e kick is just gone. Poof. Gone. E act is carried on for e sake of it. Not because u want it.
Sometimes,maybe what u once had is always e best.but just because u let go of it,there is no way u gona get it back. :)

Posted by mistifier at 7:58 PM