Friday, February 29, 2008

why does it always rain on me? is it because i lied when i was seventeen...

It’s a rainy morning. I dun like it. Rain always make people moody and sleepy. Rawr.

Anyway, while I was on the train just now, a woman ACTUALLY used her newspaper to WHACK my arm! What the… I was like STUNNED. Who the hell would do that? She wanted to alight but HELLO. COME ON. Every one wants to. And the train isn’t that SPACIOUS for all. Oh ya. Not that I want to be racist. But she’s MALAY. Oops.

Had WARAKU yesterday to celebrate kang fei’s birthday. Its nice but I dun think I want to patronize waraku any time soon in the short run. Getting abit sick of it. Maybe I can just drop by for just the dessert. That I definitely wouldn’t mind.

Oh ya. I want to thank bimbo for the expensive dinner. Aiya. Still feel abit paiseh. But it was nice meeting all of them once again! After so long! Sihui anitha edwyn and Kelly! As usual, we talk a hell lot of crappy stuff. But its just us. And yea. There is a almost 2 year bet which was made.HAHA. I wonder what the result will be.

Mugging with boonee at the CC was quite effective. I actually mugged. Maybe its the time. And we were like so bored and sleepy. And its quite funny how one can hear and the other cant hear the thunder. ROAR!

Zx reach thai already. And hmm. Maybe this weekend I will feel weird not meeting him. Its somehow like routine to meet already and aiyo. Wonder how it’ll be.

Okay. Time to work and earn my much deserved wages. Ahah. And mugging is definitely on the priority list.

new song that i am addicted to and you guys should really see this. i nearly melted into a puddle of water after watching. gosh. its getting to me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWqDAImYQws&feature=related

"Look After You" by the fray

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh

Posted by mistifier at 9:00 AM

Monday, February 25, 2008

exams!

It’s an irritatingly painful day. Have blue blacks and bruises all over which seems to be increasing by the second. Oh my. And I am really starting to agree absolutely that I am super clumsy and all. Either I knock myself or I knock into other people. And the funny thing is I nearly groped a guy when my hand was like swinging around. Phew. So damn embarrassing. Its not my fault lo.

1) my 2 months old hp drooped into the water! And its under going intensive treatment in ICU now. Wonder if it can ever recover. If it doesn’t, then I would be accused of murder yet again.
2) My new paddle grip suffered a tear in my hands! Gosh. Its only 1 month old?
3) Banged into a woman and a guy one after another while walking along citylink.
4) My makeshift hp blacked out on me after a call? Oh my. Am I really that jinxed when it comes to hp?

Econs paper down. And it sucked! After studying and all, I mixed everything up and concocted my own rojak. Brilliant piece of work. Hahah,

Maths paper next up! Wonder if I’ll create another rojak. Hope not. If I cant do maths, I really duno what else I can do.

Had yummlicious fish n co with zx after my torturous econs paper and the food suddenly taste freaking yummy. Bottom line: I enjoyed the food and the company! Now its starting to get to me that zx is going Thailand. Hope the 1 month pass quickly? And my prelims will be over by then also. But following which, another nightmare gona begin! The consecutive revision lectures from Mondays to Sundays, and its 7hours straight! HURRAY!
Shall promise myself some form of celebration after the bloody prelims. And before I embark on another war with mr numbers , mister balance sheets and p &l and ms essays! So HAPPY to see welcome them!I wana watch THE LEAP YEARS! Quite attracted to it. Hope it doesn’t disappoint me. BC10000 also looks nice. Maybe I can treat my family go watch it. Ahaha.but it’s a big MAYBE.

Alrightey! Need to get back to work once again.

Ps. My whole body really aches. Like shit. Every step I take hurts. helppP!!!
i'll miss you dear. but at the same time, i believe you would want me to find my own channel to make myself feel better right? dun worry. i'll do just that. hehehe.love ya!

Posted by mistifier at 9:09 AM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

ps. i love you

Finally watched PS. I LOVE YOU. its really nice! hmm. partly due to the fact that i like the story. hehe. but if even zx says its nice. i suppose its really nice. hehe.

juno is quite funny too! haix. exam coming and i am still here having a movie fiesta!haha. i applaud to myself.

1st paper up. my favourite mister economics. this saturday! followed by miss mathematics.
so far i am only reading up on ec. oh no! need to touch the others too.

informed my company about the my upcoming exams and the days i cant go to work. quite scared they terminate me. then my mouth will have to stop. haha.

okie. i shall haul my huge ass to school and mug and go for training! master series coming! and i dun want to be the drummer again!

new song i am hooked onto.

FACE DOWN

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown

I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has...

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has...

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough.''

Posted by mistifier at 10:16 AM

Friday, February 15, 2008

dreams

Had horrible dreams all night. Feel so dead and tired. Like I never slept at all.

Now I know. Bad things really come in threes.

1) night mares
2) I broke zx’s bracelet again! Its the 2rd one already. Is it me? Or is its something else?
3) Apparently, my dad thinks I ALWAYS drop things. And when I dropped/broke my bracelet when it got hooked onto the door hinge, he gave me attitude. I was so damn pissed. Come on. He thinks I want to drop/lose/break things? Just let me lose myself then. How I wish. Then I wun have to be bothered about all the mundane things in life.

Am I supposed to expect more to come? Maybe my computer will break down tonight when I choose my lecture schedules? Maybe I’ll fall and sprain my ankles? Maybe I’ll choke on a sweet and just die? Gosh. I think I am going to suffer from ‘yawen’ depression.

Posted by mistifier at 8:47 AM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

love song

Oh no! another week and the first paper begins! I am so going to be dead. Haha. In the meantime, I am on the SLOW track trying to let my long time good friends stay away from me. – ms blocked nose and mister throat inflammation. They have been bugging me since cny. Gosh. Leave me alone! I didn’t even touch much of the nice goodies. *sobs*

Been hearing a lot of comments about stuff. 1 part of me want to stop training and concentrate on mugging but the other part questions. Will I really mug even if I don’t go for training? Prelims is not the main goal. Exam is to be the main focus? If I study now, by the time the real exam come, I’ll be too complacent to study for it? If I go for training, then I’ll mug even harder since I know I used up my time to train? Dilemma. Bt oh well. Shall try to let nature take its course. Prelims gona be a stepping stone. But even a stepping stone got to be nicely treaded on. If not a fall can be fatal.

Revision lectures! Its bound to affect my work! Need to ask for more flexibility properly. Be more tactful. But oh well. How am I going to do it all? Mi? tactful?

Lost the hong bao my mum gave mi. I am SUPER sad. Wonder why all the bad things happen. Cant we live in a pretty and nice world? I am dreaming….again…

Bimbo! I miss meeting u. and its like so nice to talk to you even if its on msn. You know. Its hard findinig some 1 the same shade as mi? oops. But yea. I wonder when we can meet..

Boonieeee,,, my steady mugging cum grumble partner… why is it that we are always sick? Haha. I wonder why.

Perks…drift drift.. caught in the middle of everything…but I willingly be your shopping/grumble/eating/snacking partner and lastly, I shall lend u my ears. Ahha

Dear…I dun want to be sick and tired everytime I meet you. But it just coincidentally happens. Bleh. Spare me lo. Maybe its cux I am closer to you and that gives me the cue to show when I am tired and ill. In front of others, most of the time I try to control and contain. But there are times when I fall apart.

I am so addicted to this cheery song? Arightey. I find the tune cheery. Hehe.

"Love Song"

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me
it'sMake or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I sayI won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

Posted by mistifier at 5:00 PM

Friday, February 01, 2008

PS I LOVE YOU

Here I am blogging in my office again. Since I am always early, might as well make use of this time instead of benefiting the company ( which I don’t particularly like at all).
Ok. Shant start off the day with bitching. Hah. Kind of tarnishes my nice image. Oops.
And I got pictures! But cant upload due to the lack of facilities. Haha.

Pardon me. But I am going to start off my morning being melodramatic. Hehe.
Caught 27 dresses yesterday! With ahem some people surrounding me. And apparently I was complained to be noisy? Hmm. I just made some squeaks when it comes to the omg parts. Come on. Its not that bad right?
Anyway, I like the show! Its so so sweetttt! And everything is just so girly flick. But I am a girl. So guess tehres nothing unusual when I enjoyed the show. And the songs are nice too. I just cant put it into words.

But oh my. PS I LOVE YOU looks really promising. Simply the thriller alone made me mushed up. Maybe it’s cause I read the book. Ahah. So lookinig forward to it!
Ps. Took a picture with my gigantic ps I love u poster!

Fell asleep the other night before 10pm. Its so early. Was like planning to nap for a hour then get up and mug but oh well. Cant seem to bring myself up. I am aging!!! Oh no! so lethargic. Need some energy booster like candies and choc and nora! Seems like I am going to get fat all over again. Haha.

5 more days to new year! 4 more days to staying in a ‘bird don’t lay eggs’ place. Oh no! going to lose contact! But the good thing is perhaps the endless flow of food and FIREWORKS. Its like almost 1 hour straight of fireworks starting from 12am. And its just at the field right across my grams house. Amazing right. With the swing setting below and starry night sky, its just a super romantic setting. You can just hear the crickets and the sounds of nature all night which is quite serene. Other then the fact that there is a GIGANTIC beehive right opposite my house. Haha.

All rightey. Its time to work again! Xp