Monday, March 31, 2008

survivor from HELL week!

Its been a long long week since I last touched the comp. and I am so alright other then the load of mails and all. Hai.

Basically last week was hell cause of all the horrible lessons in school. One of which is a 14HOUR day in school. Nearly died from that. Ahha. But sleep does the trick I guess.
Other than that the rest are quite alright. So I am going to brace myself for this week. 3 days of 10am to 5pm.

Went back to training after so long. My mum still not happy about me going but oh well. I feel so guilty about not going for so long. And seriously, I nearly lost my breath trying to catch up. Damn shag. And I am so injury prone that I duno what to say. Ahah.
Haix. Race coming up on Sunday and I wont get to row again. Haha. Not much of a surprise for me. But yea. One ought to know their position. Alrighty. Just try again lor.

Zx’x back! But haha. Silly him injured his feet. Dots. A whole week of rest liao.
Ought to visit him or something but I cant find any time! Omg! Haix. Guilt acting up again. But yea. I know he’ll understand. Love ya!

After 1 week of no work and now back again, I am really SIAN-ED. No worries! I shall get use to it again.

Alota things happened. And its pretty tormenting. * other than ST’s torments during training*
But theres no point thinking about such stuff when theres nothing i can do to change it at all. So I shall let the case rest and make life easier for myself.i am not a super woman. cant please everyone even if i want to.

Posted by mistifier at 8:40 AM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

sick bitch in town!

oh well, i had fever from wed to thurs night. and lucky it didnt last. if not i would have to go for the all so scary bloodtest! needles freaks me out. i dun rhink i have ever felt so ill before. literally feel my whole body melt into fluids. like so weak. but i am starting to get use to mum's pampering. hehe. shes pretty worried. so i wana heal fast and good.

fever's gone. but my gastrics is back. keep wanting to puke. and LS. gosh. it sux! i think maybe i can just live in the toilet. like what ever i ate wants to be out of my body. now i dun even dare to eat anything but mints and mints. which soothes my throat and mind. ahhaa.

haven been mugging at all! gosh. i ought to slap myself.

ytd met up with wils and perks at bishan. just sat at the coffeeshop and chatted for like 3hours straight? ahaha. like my 1st time out in the public since i fell sick. but guess it went pretty well. we simply just cant stop bitching and talking. ahha. went home and slept the whole night away as usual. but it feels really really tiring though i didnt do anything. think my body really wants to give up on me.

today i caught STEPUP 2! finally! with sh n ed! and its really FABULOUSO! love it! especially the songs and the dance. gosh! makes me feel like moving along with it. boogie boogie! but i promise myself not to go club till after my exams and races! end may! then can go celebrate birthdays and whack it all!

haha.*slap slap*haven worked and all i think of is play. no more straying!

missed out on so many trainings but i really cant go. think i'll faint or haha. just kill myself. hope to be back next week.

zx coming back! just a few more days!

Posted by mistifier at 10:28 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

buggish!

I think I have gotten my karma yesterday night. Its coming to me bit by bit. And I am so sian.
Was eating subway for dinner after training at 9++pm. Then I spilt my drink while I was trying to drink. The whole of it on the table and my thighs and shirt! Gosh. its really sucky. Bet the shop assistants hate me. Ahah.

Anyway, yesterday was supposed to go school to mug but ended up talking most of the time. But I did some maths and econs. So its alright. Maybe just do a lil more the next day (which is today). Ahha. I think the karma I accumulated
Ytd is enough for me to last a life time. Haix. Someone even suggested going veggie for me to redeem myself. Haha.

I think I am having fever. Head feels super heavy and hot. And my throat is burning. Maybe I shall go and catch a doctor tonight if it doesn’t seem to get better. Hate the feeling of falling sick! Was trying so hard to evade the sick bug but it still caught me! And I am having PMS! Which piss the hell out of me. So sorry to everyone if I am pekchek with any of you all!
And the worse thing is I think I sprain my upper upper thigh nerve. Its damn pain. Like it twitches everytime I walk. Argh!! My karma is so strong!

*cross my fingers*
I wana get well! Traininig is going to be a torture is I dun! Fri sat and Sunday! And its gona be rain or shine. Rawr!
Changing of revision lecs is pissing mi off too! It never seem to be settled!

So many things on my mind. It seems to be forever snowballing and not dwindling.
*SOBS* IN BIG BIG CAPS.

I need lotsa hugs to make up for all the sadness!

ps. my head is going to burst apart soon!popping sweets to help. but this time round. it renders little help.

now i am reali reali damn pissed! other then the fire burining in my head, i think i am going to become a fireball! thE stupid HR dun wana sign my time sheet! and its like so many days overdue. like cux there is only 1 signature? come on! are they dumb or are they DUMB*IN CAPS*?
waste my time. energy. HELLO! if they are so free to do such stuff and pick on mi, shoudnt they do something more constructive?
i really wana shred them into pieces! or just pinch them to death!
i dun care about the karma inflicted ono me by bitching about them le. if i dun bitch, think i'll burn myself to death. which is a much terrible fate than getting karma.

f****** them ah!

Posted by mistifier at 9:15 AM

Monday, March 17, 2008

helluva day!

notice that i only blog on odd days. haha. its the only days i touch the comp.

Saturday had been a super busy day!

Training in the morning and I got sunburnt! cux I forgot to bring my cap! And I refuse to put on sunblock before I run. Blrh. I mean whats the point of putting sunblock before a run when u know its all gonna come off with ur sweat during the run? And see what my stubborn-iness has brought me? painful sunburnt. Sinteck got all so carried away with his boyfriend galfren talk which was rather entertaining. Ahaha.its a wonder how he can relate the right way to position urself in the boat to such relationships. And I finally got a taste of what SOMEONE can be like when she flares up. I have heard so much about it but never once had I experienced it. And now I CERTAINLY dun feel any guilt when I have mean talks about her. Seriously absolutely not a teeny weeny bit at all. Its only a small matter and she flares up. Come up! Its not as if we want to end training late and no-one is blaming her for wanting to leave early. Just a lil WTH that she never inform us and all. Then she flared up. Infront of mi! NOTE. Its ME!!!when I din do anything but just ask about the locker issue. Enough of her shit. At least now I guess most of us have seen her true colours.
BEWARE OF THE UGLY BITCHY HYPOCRITE BITCH WHO ISNT PRETTY AND COOL BUT WANA ACT LIKE ONE. OH WELL. A BITCH IS PRETTY OR SMART BUT SHE AINT ANY ONE OF THOSE. SO I DUNO WHAT SHE IS. Pardon me for it. But I just wana vent my frustration a lil. At least I dun say in in her face.

After training, I rushed all the way home to dress up for ug’s commissioning parade! It’s a long way to go from amk. Ahah. But I have to say the parade was pretty cool. The officers actually march all the up to the audience stand! So kewl right! And its quite a sight to see them dressed up in their smart white uniform.
Ug look quite shuai in it. It’s the uniform. When they threw their hats up into the air, you can feel how happy each and every one of them are. Ahha. Quite comical. To see them running around the parade square. Jumping hopping hugging cheering. Ahha.but after all that they have been through, I guess that justifies it all.
Aha. But the buffet aint that good. Totally not worth the $10 at all. But it’s the thought that counts.




Here comes the exciting part. Went PHUTURE after the parade. With jay bread pingu and silin. Sort of trying to hang out with pingu on her birthday. Who knows. Nect year she might be overseas le.it was HELLUVA party! At least I enjoyed it thoroughly on my part. Hehe. I guess its part of me already. To be racist at every possible occasion and venue. I am actually pissed off at a stupid Indian who is damn gross.keep trying to dance with silin n pingu. i was like trying to push us all as far away from him as possible but he just kept edging on. Gosh. But stomping feet and pouty face keeps. Ahah. The Indian was finally chased away by other people.with glares and stares. Ahahah. I was so happy! Like OVER the moon. That night, jay was my knight cum protector. Sounds weird but he tried.
We partied for almost 5hours straight and they practically had to drag me home at like 4am. The party side of me simply don have enough fun. Sighs. But oh well. I guess its reasonable since I have promised myself to mug hard for my exam after last week. So obviously I dun want the fun to end so soon.

The next day was a sleep in day. I slept all the way till 1pm! Then trated my familt to 10000BC! It is quite nice. With a pretty and quite not bad lead. Heh. The monsters and the quiet humor in the show. Greedy me had so much popcorn that I am having a sore throat.*sad*

Alrighty. It’s the start of the week and it marks the start of my mugging month! Need to remind myself all the time! To mug mug mug!

ps. countdown to the no of day he returns. 2 weeks? or a lil bit lesser.

Posted by mistifier at 8:50 AM

Friday, March 14, 2008

insomnia

been having insomnia these few day. quite sucky. cant sleep till like 2+am. and wake up like 6-7am everyday.think my eyebag can hold both my eyeballs already.

went kbox with my colleagues and its like fun!we sang all the way from 7pm to 1140pm? wanted to catch the last train home but alamak.ended up taking cab home. *waste money* haha. but oh well.its not often. hehe.think we din have enough fun. so we are like contemplating to have another session from 11am to 7pm!hahha. hard core. but haix. i think i cmi. exams! unless i reach my target!

another problem causing the HORRBLE ITCH UP MY ASS.
stupid SDBA! why cant they just set a date and just stick to it. change once i can understand. but they changed it AGAIN! if i have got nothing better to do then its fine. but we got importantlectures to attend. we are full time students part time rowers and workers. not the other way round.

i really duno how to change the lectures again. now leaving everything to captain black. hope he can come up with a good solution.but i doubt so. its not his fault. but just everything else i guess.

But knowing me, such delays are driving me crazy. i hate not being able to co-ordinate my ownschedule and planning them.soon i am going to bang my way down to school and settle it once and for all if no favourable solution is given. screw them all!

started my 1st revision yesterday with silin! haha. econs and maths. =s
but at least i dont have to feel guilty about kboxing after that. tonight gonna battle again! *gambatei!*
to justify my playtime tml!
a whole evening and night!i better mug enough.like my own *reward and work* system. haha.look forward to it! but training gonna drain me again. its really tiring.hehe.

was damn happy when sh called yesterday about stepup2!
i wana catch it! like the 'low' song. just cant stop moving along with it.
ahahha.good friday! here i come!hope we'll really catch it. and not just a thought.if not i'll be so disappointed.

ps. my toe nail is like half gone. and it hurts like shit. never stop irritating the hell out of me.
missing is a misery.

Posted by mistifier at 12:08 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

rain rain go away, come again another day

its a totally rainy day. and i am totally deprived of sleep. who ask me to be so hooked onto my new book. hehe.its so cool! arab romance!
but in a way i should have gone to sleep after training yesterday. aniway, i am so sad. i failed my fitness test. and damn stupid lor.i am aching all over again. from the laps we did. the up slopes.the medicine balls.the pull ups.statics and all.

have lined up so many things down the week. farewells. birthdays.i am going to drop dead after the end of the week.haha. have to start my study week already! gosh. fatty fatty!

work is really boring the hell out of me. they made me change seat again. its like the umpteen time already. i do not wish to comment further on the company's bad organisation.its just there for all to see.

my head feels like it is going to split apart any moment. haha. maybe its exaggeration. but i am so tired now.hope the dinner cum supper later will help. think i want to O/D on sugar! and choco!

ps. i miss you. sighs.

Posted by mistifier at 5:07 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

post prelims


i should be damn happy that prelims are over but damn. i am so worried now. at this rate i am going, i can PREDICT that i am going to FLUNK my papers. alritey. maybe not flunk. but just not top grades. the POA paper was a real killer. like COME ON. how are we going to do accounting if everything is so ambiguous? nevermind. i shall just PULL UP MY SOCKS. maybe wear red ones to boost my luck further. ahaha. a thinking cap would just be fine as well.


watched leap years yesterday after my torturous paper! and i LOVE it. might be a lil slow moving ofr some. but its the simple plot and the way they present it taht makes it all so frustrating and yet unbearablely sweet. its all just so local. with corrine may in the background.weeped like a mad woman. ahaha. but since i am like sandwiched in between two guys who are damn anti climax. stupid lawry who din give me any half eaten porky in the dark.*phews* and sista wils who kept on being my sandbag. ahahha. what can i do?*shrugs* but all in all. i totally enjoyed the show!


my schedule is damn packed again. karaoke. movies. club. trainings. and ug's commissioning parade!and work. and i am going to psycho myself to start mugging for exams! i am starting to dread next week when all the revision lectures and classes are going to start.


my dear zx is still in thai. haix. so long! how many weeks more? dun want to count at all.


i waNt to watch HORTON, AUGUST RUSH, BC10000,AWAY FROM HER,and many many more. but maybe i should set them as rewards. like unless i finish certain chapters, if not i cant wtach? thats so mean to myself. bt knowing me, i tink i wont give a damn! ahahah.


ohh! went to meet up with kj,elain,ug,bread,PEIAI!,jia,mar,qiuyun and PINGU to celebrate her birthday in advance at FISH N CO! ahahah. nice food. good ambience. but theres that leaking aircon and slow service. ahahah.kj was so peeved. ahahah. we made a doggie angel at build a bear factory for her! its quite fun! ahahah. all the cleaning and filling of the toy. but its an expensive pasttime huh. ahahaha.

so nice to see all of them once again! after so long. and poor pingu sent us home in her 2 doored car even though her eyes were funny. so nice hor.


lalalalala. i wanted to post all sorts of nice pictures i accumulated but oh well. the comp seem RELUCTANT to do so. haixs.


Posted by mistifier at 11:07 AM

Monday, March 03, 2008

i seriously hate dark and gloomy days. Feel like sleeping all the time.
I went training ytd! Literally pull myself out of bed at like 530am! Rawr!
All my energy had to last all the way till aftn. But gosh. Dead beat after that. Mr gavin’s bdae. So the lot of us went to BREEKS for lunch. And guess what!i got so full that I had gastrics all night. Haix,. I didn’t even eat much. Half my portion of fish n chips? Ended up puking my guts out at 10++pm. Horrible. Terrible.

Now still having the aftermath. Need to sleep. Going to just plonk on my bed and sleep after working my half day and make my way to tuition after that. Study! Study! I hate memorizing definitions for statistics! It sucks big time! And all the what not financial systems. Gosh. Just shoot me.

-----dying in progress----

Posted by mistifier at 8:36 AM