Thursday, December 17, 2009
lovely festive december?
oh man! it suddenly dawn upon me that 2009 gona be over in just abit. less than a month. its like i barely know what i've been up to for the year. Did i even achieve anything or hit my personal goal? Hah.
alamak! I think i just lost my 2nd organisor in e short span of one year.argh. & goondu me rely so much on that tiny book.shikes.
Maybe i ought not to rely on anything at all. In case e loss of it shatters dear lil ms how here.
& i just realise i am like addicted to e mudpie in school. Gawd. & theres not a single time i eat it w/o getting e brownie & icecream everywhere. Maybe i should just eat more as practice.hehheh.
Who says once race is over we'll have more time? holey holey shit. I feel like i have so much lesser time. Why? Hmmm..
Watched 'sweet november' finally. Halfway through. its kinda weird but somehow such clique romance never fail to get to us. Like e usu 'ohhh' & 'awww' will just find its way out of our mouths. sicky sweet & sad.
Posted by mistifier at 6:36 PM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
is it the end?
'looking back on the things i've done.i was trying to be someone.i played my part,kept u in e dark...'
one way or another,we'll tend to look back & wonder why we did this?why we did that?why did it even happen?clouds of confusion & foolish-iness will seep in & its when we realise we have grown up. For better or for worse,it really depends. have i played my part as a daughter?sister?friend?girlfriend?me? Wow.heavy shit.
'i'm here with my confessions,got nth to hide no more.i dont know where to start.but to show u e shape of my heart..'
I have done what i think was right & i suppose theres so much more i can do but theres only so much i can do...
'try to understand that i'm trying to make a move to stay in e game.i try to stay awake & rmb my name but everybody's changing i dont feel e same.'
sometimes,it feels like being swept away by e waves & u are just vulnerable to all of it.but sometimes,u can just ride on e wave & take control of e situation.it only takes a split second for e reversal of roles. :)
Posted by mistifier at 4:15 PM