Wednesday, September 24, 2008

screw you

had such a long and hectic week. And guess what. Just after my brush with SGH, I wen to visit my mr doc again. Sighs. Stupid throat. I din even touch choc okay! My huge box of ferrero rocher is still hidden at some corner of my house. I am going to suffer from withdrawal syndromes soon! Dalalala.

Went back for sea training on saturday after so long. And the few of us who had sat class in school rushed down. Haha. Imagine the sight. 2 guys in front. 5 girls at the back. But we managed. From clementi all the way to kallang. HAHA. Luckily the girls are all pretty small. Hee.
Had subway with perks,jac,ade 2,clement after training and it was damn fun. All the gossips and karma accumulated. WOW!
After the super late lunch, I went to meet zx’s family for yummy ichiban dinner! Haha. Surprisingly I can still eat.

Sunday was master series. I am proud of our junior gals. Well. At least majority of them. Came ini overall 5th I think. And even though our strong competitors weren’t all there, we did our best. And I believe we can achieve better results. Went home and just blacked out after that for 2 whole hours before I got woken up for dinner.
Ps. BANANA is coming back! Woots!
Pps. No training on Thursday for the girls! Double woots!

Monday. I could feel the beginning of my illness. Haha. And I chose to try to let it heal by itself. Serve me right. Sighs. Dragged myself to work and bought a new shoe bag. To replace my lost one. Miss my old shoe bag. Now I need to get another pair of shoes. Argh. Its quite a sad week. Went to two wakes. And dear jon, hang in there! Be brave!

Met up with bim ed and fang despite the protest from my throat. Went to eat burger king breakfast and GELARE! Woots! So satisfying! And we did a lil bit of shopping together. Muahaha. I didn’t buy anything!well, maybe just a pair of slippers. Hee. But I needed it! And mr chew happily bought 2 pairs. Tsktsk.
Finally went doctor before heading for tuition. Another $30 wasted. Sighs. I could have used it on the pair of black heels I had my eyes on. But oh well. Bugger.
training was fun! Well. But we began with a killer. Haha. Or so it appeared. Ran around np. And mingyang nearly scared me. I thought we gonna run two runs. I’ll faint. The med was making me damn nua and drowsy. We went to np track to play captain’s ball! So fun! Well, though my butter fingers more often than not fail me. Good training. All of us were perspiring like pigs after that.

Ahem.sidetrack. I cant bottle it up. It just seem very stifling. You cant make decisions and expect people to follow what u want unless it is really reasonable and valid. How can you judge that a certain chore is easy and simple when u yourself had tried and failed? Come on. Would you want to do it if it was you? Work so hard and end up not being able to reap your fruits? Its just very selfish of you. And I thought you were an adult. And what rights do you have to judge individuals’ skills? Goodness. That I really have to take my hat off. We know you have great plans. But if you never tell us about it, would we know? You two really deserve each other. I am a bitch. But I dun feel sorry or remorseful about that AT ALL. I dun think anyone deserves that kind of treatment at all. Throwing tantrums aint going to work on me. And I believe you are too old to do so.

dear zx, i really miss hanging out with u. we've been getting so limited times together these days. sighs. i guess that makes us treasure the little time we have together more. support me. i need all the strength to hang in there.

think maybe the med din work that well. seem to feel pretty bad. argh. shall go pump starfruit juice as well. painpain. sobs. suddenly i feel like a little girl all over again. want all the pampering and all. haha.
i dun wan to grow up. when all the responsibilities fall back on me.

Posted by mistifier at 9:59 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

call me ANISHA!

OMG! anitha's fren ask if i am her sister! omg omg!
its either anitha look like a DARK CHINESE or i look like an INDIAN! omg! i shall take it that she look like a dark chinese. I DUN CARE!

on the other hand. i might be ANISHA, anitha's long lost sister. haha. my parents found me and educated me to be a CHINESE! omg! so drama...

am i really that indian? sighs.

I am going to be coloured contacts free now! It has been like 5 months since I last wore normal contacts?and omg! I am so not used to it. Like this morning I was putting it on, I thought I lost it somewhere when it was already in my eye. Haha. But it feels great!

Goodness! Just when I thought I am having a great day, my boss came and gave me a 200+++ page book to PHOTOCOPY PG BY PG AGAIN! Goodness!
Kill me.

Went back to train after so long. And what a sight! The room was so full of life ytd nite! For that moment, I seriously thought I went into the wrong room. so happy! But my arms are pretty sore now. I cant twist to the back. Guess it’s the lack of training.

So sorry about being late ytd. Was supposed to meet perks and jac at 9am in school. But I din reach till 10++am. Bleah. It was one of the few times when I was so late okays. Heee. Rockclimbed! So fun! Was trying to beat timings. But not much time to try out. so sad. Had to rush back to bishan for my tuition. And back to school again for trg. Havoc!

Quite looking forward to the start of school tml. Going to be stuck with xy for the WHOLE DAY! 12.5 hours in school isn’t any joking matter. It is lethal! Hope things aint too stale tml!
Gambatei!

Congrats to our michie! I’m gona miss u next year. Really. so happy for u! it feels so surreal.

i think i lost my new asis running shoe! i think i left it at sdba 2 weeks ago. and to think i only realilsed it ytd! sighs. its my new pair. so sad. i am really sad. that shoe accompanied me through my 1st run.

I realize I need to get a lot of stuff. Shit. Gona get another moonlighting job to sustain my expenditure.

HYNOSIS gt sale! heee. and i am eyeing something in there. 60% off. gooness. and NOVO also gt sale. i am so screwed. I SHALL NOT BUY ANY SHOE!

Ps. AIG pls be safe!

Posted by mistifier at 2:00 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

blu jaz & stayover!

here comes the farewell dinner for our seniors at the BLU JAZ ytd! its pretty fun down there with all the guessing and froggies and drinking glasses games. HAHA. had a good laugh over them! but the advance party stayed there from BRIGHTNESS to DARKNESS! haha.

still uploading the pictures on to facebook and its taking damn long! well. maybe its cause theres alot. heee. no choice. all the ADMISSION PICTURES are in my hands. so to find out who came, its all there!

gona miss all the familiar faces and the times we shared. ups and downs. everything! but i am still glad that all of them are moving on and i wish them luck! muacks!

my darlings! perks and jac and jem in the background trying to sneak a place. HAHA.

Posted by mistifier at 12:47 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

lucky

well well. my wrath is beyond words now. the irritating bitches asked me to change seats again.and i am going back to the seat beside my former place. BRAVO! the no of times i shifted cant even be counted with one hand. in fact, i have even lost count of them. if i am a free & easy worker then its still not that bad. but i have alot of stuff to lug along. its like a major project everytime i shift. the bitches only need to open their big filthy mouth and i have to shift? goodness. its totally no trouble to them at all. maybe just a little exercise on their mouths? that explains their sizes. now i seriously feel like quitting. like seriously seriously. wa. the fire around me is threatening to burn down the office. i will sleep on my ideas for more nights and see what how it goes.

spent a carefree day yesterday. well. not exactly. but i have been trying to relax myself. getting ready for school. i misplaced my STONE's connecting wire cum charger. so dead! i really have no idea where i last placed it. BOOHOOHOO!am starting to resume my diet slowly. rice is okay for me now! but stay away from me oily! haha. i shall not play around with my stomach. ate chin teng under my mum's supervision and permission ytd! tada! that means i can eat cold stuff now! hurrays!

went to make normal non-colored contacts ytd. shall be normal chinese. but i really like the gray shades. bleah. more thanmy green now. boo! i am so broke now. shall only spend all the necessary money.
think my hormones are playing around with me. my moods are flunctating so much that i dun thinki can even stand it.

i love my mummy! bleah. an open declaration of love!

totally love this song!

Doooo you hear me
talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you,
I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

Posted by mistifier at 9:15 AM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

killed by the one i love....food!

well well, imagine the pain of being killed by ur love. i just experienced it on monday. got food poisoning topped up with gastric flu! bravo! my *puny* stomach cant take so much torture at one go.

the main suspect was the omelette that i so KINDLY helpped my dad with. it really doesnt pay to be kind. i shall NOT ever help him again! it didnt act up until i reach my office. and i starting the puking fiesta at 9am. at 1030am, i realise that things aint that simple anymore. so had to haul a cab to the doctor near my house. the cab driver was like asking me if i am ok. well, other than puking into the big ntuc plastic bag throughout the ride, i guess i am considered fine? haha. the doctor was so kind to help me throw away my puke. i mean i would find it pretty gross. hee. and i am really thankful that nobody at the waiting area complained about watching and hearing me puke through out my 30mins wait. the doctor's verdict was gastric flu. and i feebly made my way home. spent $30 on this redundant visit tho. sighs. wasted money again.

somehow the doc din help at all! after eating the med, i puked everything out without any prompting. its like how can the med take any effect if all i can do is just puke it all out again. this conotinued all the way till 5pm and i seriously cant take it anymore. i cant even drink water! goodness! my mum had to drag me to SGH A&E. sighs. waited there fro damn long. like at least 45mins? and the doc was so young! but she was nice. took my urine samples too! but i was thinking how i could even manage a single drip for them since i was dehydrated for the entire day. she had to poke a needle through me,drip and blood test! omg! i was like tellinig her i am scared! haha. had to cover my eyes with my green cardigan. boohoohoo! ended up doing 2 packets of drips on a wheelchair. i seriously hate the sitting down and wait for it to finish dripping kind of feeling. goodness. it sucks!

it feels good to have family around with u during such times. was so glad that i had my mum,sis and dad to stick around with me. it was a good 4+ hour wait. and they were famished by the time we were' discharged'. the doc nearly wanted to keep me overnight! the medicine they prescribe was so strong that i blacked out in my full gear and watch and stuff. while waiting fr my family to eat their late dinner, i dozed off on my seat. and when i reach home. i dun even remember what happened. but at least it worked! and spared me from all that agony.

i am so so sorry for pangsehing all the people bim asked to meet up for my bdae dinner! i was all prepared to meet u guys but such stuff had to happen. sighs.

all i want is a cuddle and a hug and it would all seem better...

i am much better now. at least i dun puke. but i suppose i cant eat like how i used to be for some time. tried eating rice ytd and it nearly killed me. haha. spent a bad night over it. shall just stick to milo and bits and pieces of bread and porridge...

Posted by mistifier at 12:51 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

laggish...

training today was like a torture for mi. think i got some rampant bug in my tummy. bothered me the entire night. i thought i could exterminate it after a night of bearing. but apparently i am wrong. boo! i think we can all become the iron women soon! well, actually its quite a long way to go. meting zx after trg made it all better. hee. well. i am still a girl despite all that brave front. yummy delivered glutinous chicken rice and milk tea. felt so much better.
just spend therest of the afternoon nua-ing at home with him. bleah.

went decoders cafe with kj,mar,jia,bread,peiai,ug,elain,qiuyun & chewy after training ytd! shag it is. but its the crowd that made it all worthwhile!
hidden in some corner in the balmoral plaza, we creep into decoders cafe!
look at the array of games behind! while waiting fro our food, i was bored and started on candids.

Posted by mistifier at 10:10 PM

Friday, September 05, 2008

dabomb!

first thing first! i got my results on tuesday! and i passed EVERYTHING!woots! and i shall proudly announce my school days to be thursday, fridays and saturdays! tada! it was so irritating on tuesday. i was still checking for results before i left house for tuition. and the next thing i know, everyone is telling me results is out! well. i was on my way to my tutee's house. how bad can it get?

Posted by mistifier at 9:47 PM

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

cookie jar!

we got porkys from thai after training! haha. totally love the banana choc porkys! ad the monkey on the packaging is so cute! *hearts*
1 box is never enough,especially when there are people around...

Posted by mistifier at 10:13 AM

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