Saturday, December 31, 2005
dotssss!!!
finali gt a dae wif no ogl n i wana slp late!!bt!!e baby's mum woke mi up n ask mi luk aft baby a while while she go make milk!!!arhhh!!!so pissed la..n its lyk oni 710am!!!den mi arms hurts lyk duno wat..tink i nid more trainin le..tink i gona get e hell outa mo hse..cant stand stayin hm wif so much mess in mi hse..wait till my aunt goes hm..den life'll resume 2 normal..n tat means sch is startin!!argh!!
nice nice song..love it..
trademark
"Only Love"
2 a.m. and the rain is fallingHere we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
Posted by mistifier at 7:53 AM
Friday, December 30, 2005
tezalle rox!!
haha..tink nj's orientation nxt yr gona rox!!hehe..nt tat i m bias la..bt i lyk it..had a full dae of prac n rehearsals 4 e skits n walk ins n i m dead beat!!n i m so hapi tat it was quite a success!!i lyk our final pdt n i believe we can make it even beta!!wif us tezallians ard,nth is a prob.*winkx n oops*i went climbin 2dae!! stupid zhenxiong!!pigg la..ended up wif mi n 6guys climbin oni..its so dots la..arms hurt!!bt i tink it was quite nice..hehe..finali gt a dae i get hm b4 10!!
tml nido get started wif stuff n settle down i guess..arhhh..n bro still owaes wanin 2 hog comp..wat can i sae??haha...n e baby is abit noisy i guess..cute tho..haha..
aniwae,luk 4ward 2 orientation!!gona b fun!!n busy!!
Posted by mistifier at 9:53 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
long long dae
its been a reali long dae..went back nj again 2dae aft phy tutition..i m so so stressed!!!cuz tat mr low was lyk askin mi nt 2 get so involved in cca etc wen i told him i was an ogl..hai..den told mi 2 work hard..seems lyk he doesnt hav much faith in mi either..i duno wat 2 do...den tml gt alota stuff gg on..1)rock climbing
2)ogl rehearsal
3)ting bdae
wat can i choose??all oso impt!!!haizzz...dilemma..
2dae was so grumpy la..sry 2 every1 i was grumpy 2 k..i duno wat gt in2 mi la..mayb juz tired la..went 2 mit mich,j,shu,wx,silin aft ogl 4 dinner..n it was nice 2 c dem all aft so long..tho i m tired la..bt i tink it was all worth it la..
i miss hangin out wif boonee!!!
haiz...was so busy wif ogl stuff n all la..bt we r lyk all psycho-in each other abt how soon sch is startin n e pile of hmwk awaitin us..haha...how stress can we get..
hooked 2 lovely songs...classics i guess..
Bryan Adams
(Everything I Do) I Do It For You
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for Y
ou know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it -
there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love T
here's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it -
there's nothin' I want more I
would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Posted by mistifier at 9:03 PM
HeCtIc!!!
its reali been a hectic wk aft x'mas..hmm..went 2 watch ''perhaps love'' n its nice!!lyk e way dey bring out e plot..n takeshi is so wow!!his eyes n expression..gd..hehe..den e songs..nice..''its oni when u look back that u realise wat ur true love is..''how true tat is..
oh..n i gt a new wallet 4 x'mas pressie!!quite nice..n i lyk it..hehe..lucky i haven buy yet...
den its e ogl camp!!!i reali njoyed it!!!its so gd 2 hav every1 so enthu tgt..rather den u tryin so hard 2 kip e programme gg bt ppl dun wana do..haha..bt aqua dun sim 2 wan us 2 hav a reali nice war game n e rain came..*oops..juz jkin*bt i tink e rain is nice!!e 2nd dae was funn-er..stn games!!!i lyk e games alot.esp e water games!!den dere was e mealworms in flour,ewww...i din touch it ..hehe..reali cant bring miself 2 touch it..dere was e watermelon part!!we were 2 eat e melon wif our bare hands..n its half a melon!!hahah..bt we won!!n e foreit we tot of was 2 get dem 2 wear e melon shell on deir head n dance!!hahah..it was a comical sight..den e other ppl in e grp were so gd!!i luv dem!!hehe..cooperative n all..oh well..perhaps e mass dance part i m abit haiz..ahha...nt cuz e mass dance nt nice k..it was gr8!!bt i owaes get 2 dance e guy's part!!!endin up being confused abt e directions n all..haha..den mi partner so dots..lyk dun hav e initiative 2 let mi b a gal..hahah..bt nvm..e gd tink is i m nt gg 2 b wif her again!!!*oops*
tezalle rox!!!we r e most bonded hse i guess..hehe..
words cant describe how i find e ogl tingy la.reali like it..haven played lyk tat 4 a beri long tym..tho i owaes whine tat i m beri tired n all,bt i tink it was all worthed it!!
luk 4ward 2 orientation 06!!
i noe its gg 2 b even more hectic den ever bt i believe we all can cope!!!way 2 go ppl!!!anitha,sihui,xinlin,kaisiang n hengda n yongqiang!!!!jiayou!!!we'll help each other k.
arhhh..i hav been pushin away dates wif mi frens !!!!i miz u ppl!!!boonee!!ting,wenxin,michie.shu,babe,qi n j n ug n...haiz..all cuz of e rehearsals n meetings!! den fri gt full dress rehearsal 8am-6pm..bt i gt climbin @ 6pm @ tanjong ---*oops..4gt where..*den lor sae cant leave!!!!how???m i gg 2 pangseh again???haizzz...dilemma!!!
Coco Lee
Before I Fall in Love
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what to see
Or is it true, could you really be
Something to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love
I'm at the point of on relum
So afraid of getting bumed
But I want to take a change
Please, give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be
It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything ,
Just to hear you say (you're)
Posted by mistifier at 8:41 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
post x'mas !!
spend x'mas tgt wif anitha,sihui,justin,ed,yupei,jialing,xinlin,elaine,kelly..tink i din miss out on ani1 ba..it was a nite of cards.haha..indian poker,dai di,lame game,n e piggy lvl game..yupei was so ''heavenly'' lor..in e end had 2 njoy 'heaven' herself..hmm..so i tink being slow has its benefits..ahahaha...den dere was e battle of e sexes where i shall declare e ladies won!!!*winkzz*
den e 5 of us:ed,anitha,mi,sihui n justin, went 4 NaRnIa!!!both anitha n mi tink it was nicE!!!bt e stupid ed tinks its childish n even nearly doze off loi..*hit*
den it was mi n anitha's 1st midnite movie..ahha..tat makes it special 4 us both..n dis is e 1st yr i din spend it wif e 2/4 ppl..so seems abit weird..ahaha..bt it was fun nonetheless..
den orchard was a scene of party foams n streamers..ahahha..lucky 2 escape clean..nt 4 sihui tho..haha..n lotsa gropers!!!gross!!
aft e movie, it was oreadi 3+.no buses hm..haha..so we cab back 2 thomson 4 supper!!prata hse..anitha n ed were so dead la..both on e dge of slpin loi..i was lyk sharin a cab wif dem lor..while justin n sihui were in another..
i was lyk so wow-ed in thomson la..mi n anitha saw dose hippys hu luked lyk dey were out from e 70s lor..so funi..i tot i was see-in wrong stuff la..ahahaha..
den aft supper,we havo walk a dist back 2 ed's hse la..i was quite high bt e rest were lyk half dead..ahahah..was singin all e way back..n cant even walk straight..ahahha...had 2 hold on2 anitha 4 support..
by e tym we were back, it was oreadi lyk 4++ le..den we canbt b 2 loud..ahhahah..so played card games..i was high originali..bt den..e guys wana play majiong..so dots..in e end, i fell aslp on anitha..slpt from 5+ to 8..den we lyk started 2 pack rady 2 go off le..n i was trapped in ed's bathrm 4 lyk 5mins??i was bangin n callin 4 anitha la..hahaha..cuz e door spoil la..den cant open..den justin came n kick e door open or sumtink..ahahha..so funi..
i was lyk so tired la..bt guess wat??
ahahha..aft i reach hm..went out 4 brkft with family..n den shoppin @ bugis..till 6+ loi..aft i reach hm,i immediate wrap pressie n den fell aslp ..bt e sad tink was,i gt woken up by e baby @ 11+!!!he was cryin lyk duno wat n i cant even slp..tink i oni went back 2 slp @ 12+ la..dots..bt poor baby, tink he had tummyache..so painful..*ouch*
gg 4 mvie l8r!!!
perhaps lovE!!!gt takeshi!!n i heard it was nice 2!!!ahahah..wif lotsa songs etc...
now gt hooked 2 'michael learns 2 rock' songs..thanks 2 michie..bt nvm.i lyk it..hehe..
25 Minutes
michael learns 2 rock
After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus: Boy I've missed your kisses all the time
but this is twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy
I'm sorry your are twentyfive minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this
Chorus:Boy I've missed your kisses all the time
but this is twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy
I'm sorry your aretwentyfive minutes too late
Out in the streetsplaces where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:Boy I've missed your kisses all the time
but this istwentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy
I'm sorry your aretwentyfive minutes too late
I can still hear her say.......
Posted by mistifier at 7:59 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
x'mas eve!!
omg!!!x'mas means holidays endin soon!!haha.bt i shall njoy x'mas 4 as long as it last wif frens n family...slpt late ytd making cookies!!hehe..tink dey r quite nice..haha..bt i din get 2 eat much cuz its lyk nt enuff..hope dey'll make nice x'mas tokens 4 ppl..^_^.
oops.juz a short entry b4 i go out..haha..
merri x'mas!!!
Posted by mistifier at 2:24 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
suey dae??
had a long dae 2dae!!hmmm...woke up @ 5.45,bt hehe..its juz mi 2 go back 2 slp bt nt 4 long..eventuali woke up @ 6!!!cuz nido b @ kap by 7..bt guess wat..i wokeup so early oso no use..everybodi late!!!hehe..bt had a nice brkfast!!mac!!den basicalli i tink e ogl meeting abit unproductive la..its bad 2 sae so..bt its e truth la..lyk abit disorganised,den nt prepared 4 it..end up dilly dally den drag here n dere bt not much done..it was oni 2wards e end tat tinks were reali done..n it was quite alrite..aft ogl meetin,mi anitha sihui n kaishiang went queenstown!!!!i lyk e stuff dere!!haah..tho i m quite broke 2 buy..oops..den shop ard 4 stuff n i ate tutu kueh n mua zii.ahahahaha..n cracked sum dirty jokes here n dere..
deadbeat aft tat bt guess wat!!tutition!!530!!bt b4 tat, mi n anitha went ps 2 shop..den hehe,we kinda barge in2 a wine area n oops..ended up being chaesd away..ahahahahaha..cuz e fair tink wasn't open yet..hehehe..we juz lyk went under e fence n in we went..so malu loi..den i went 2 c e cambodia fund raisin grp!!dere dey r wrappin gifts again..miss dem..heheheeh..if not 4 mi tutition, i wld hav stayed n helped..it wld b fun..
nxt is e tutition..i gt a serious flu la..den e eacher was lyk 'is it beri cold?''ahahahah..bt no la..den he ask if i wan panadol..heheh..nice of him la..bt it was kinda boring n m,i ed n anitha were counting down 4 it 2 end..ahahaaa..n i gt krz n started singin..ahahaha..in e awful sorethroat voice..mayb e germs gt 2 mi brain la..
tym 2 go hm de,,n its e suay part ba..1st, dere was a jam!!!!
den lyk took god noes how long 2 get outa orchard..den e bus broke down!!!!!!!!
wa!!!!it was oreadi 830 le loi!!!haiz..n dere i was, stuck @ thomson!!no choice lor..took another bus hm..n eventuali gt hm wif e company of dear boonee...ahahahahahah..
hav a long dae 2 luk 4ward 2...esp wif e ed's stayover n mi frens ..ahahahaha..bound 2 b funn...n anitha was lyk tellin mi tat we r gona c each other in 12hrs tym..hahaha..sounded so wrong...den we end up havin all meals tgt...we even planned tml's meal la..ahahahha..bread feast!!!wif nutella!!!!omg!!n tuna!!i lyk..aniwae..guess its so much la...its lyk 10 now..n i hav yet 2 eat dinner..n bathe..hehe...shall c how tml goes...luk 4ward 2 it...
Posted by mistifier at 9:27 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
exasperated?
waa!!!i feel so pissed!!came back sick aft seein a doct n dere i see sis hogging e comp n she dare 2 tell mi "i wana chiong level"!!!how dare she!!!when i dun even get 2 use e comp much n she wans deprive mi of it!!nvm.shall heck her..haizz..so sad tat i m sick..
things that i hate:
1)eating medicine!!!(n i went 2 c a freaking doct 2dae n hav 2 eat dem)
2)gg 2 c a doct ALONE!! (n i went alone 2dae)
3)eating alone(phew, hav yet 2 experience bt given my current state of suay-ness, i believe it'll cum)
4)no ice cream!!(its impossible)
5)no choc!!(its hell w/o dem)
6)no boonee!!(best fren leh)
n e list goes on n on...bt i m lazy..oops...
lasts date back 2 mon den...hmm..i went PS 2 do volunteerwork n guess wat!!ended up wrappin gifts 4 carrefour 4 lyk 8hrs??bt its 4 a gd cause, so i dun mind..n it was nice..bt its so tiring..n i hav polar express playin over n over again beside mi..haha..nt bad huh?n e people dere r so funi..as in e customers..deres dis uncle hu kips complainin 2 us tat e carrefour wrapper is obiang ulgy cuz gt 'carrefour' printed all over it bt i was wonderin why he still wants us 2 wrap den?hahah...den deres anoyther angmo hu ask mi if we can wrap a hanger tink tat is taller n fatter den mi.i was lyk dots..n burst out laughin.(abit rude la,bt it was oreadi 10pm n every1 was so tired)
n i tot i lost mi $ again!!bt ended up realising tat i left mi $ in another wallet..was so paranoid la..bot a bookmark!!!n a purple sky postcard!!nice!!!(its e most i can afford @ tat pt of tym)
wen i reach hm..it was oreadi 11+ loi..so was lyk deadbeat..n e nxt dae wich was ytd, still had 2 go 4 ogl!!!
i was sick i guess..wif flu oreadi..bt met anitha n sihui 4 brkfast!!*mac*
den went 2 meet e rest of e ogls..hav 2 sae it was fun..minus e tiring part..we walked thousands of miles ah i tink!!bt glad tat we finali bot our pants n tops!!
n were lyk a bunch of aunties n unlce..haha..n it was esp funi wif sihui havin 2 stay away from e lingerine area..loreen was a blur n funi gal 2..topped wif fangyu, crystal n yongqiang, e whole ting worked well..oso reached hm ard 10+..tsk tsk..n tossed n turned ard in bed cuz of mi stupid flu..tokin abt flu..i dun tink anitink is beri funi abt havin a travel pack of tissue la..its convenient n well, economical...ahahhaha..
woke up wif a msg from yw tellin mi e nice view he gt from e jetty..how i wish i was dere..i can imagine it oreadi..i wld choose a purple orange n pink blue sky setting!!n e worst tink was i realise i cant take it le..nido go c doct!!!cuz i wana b well in time 4 x'mas!!
ended up wif e 2 most hated tink on my list!!n e doct gav mi 5 types of med!!wana puke ah!!bt 4 e sake of mi x'mas n holidays,i took it!!n rewarded miself wif e well deserved swt 2 brighten up..ahahha..
tutition again tml!!haven do hmwk!!shall go faster finish up by 2dae!!
PS.nw reali hooked 2 dis song n nelly songs..hahah..nice huh..tho abit old..
dilemma
I love you and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do,
Need you No matter what I do....
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my BooBoy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my BooYou know
I’m crazy over you
(Nelly)Uh-uhI met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing i'd ever seen
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son doh-oh, but that’s okay
‘Cuz I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mama hittin’
And in no time I better make this with her mine and that’s for sure
‘Cos I-I never been the type to break up a happy home
But uh there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t leave alone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,”
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my BooBoy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how niggas start actin trippin out here about they girl
And there’s no way-hey-hey
Nelly gon' fight ova no dame as you could see
But I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya,don’t you forget it
But uh it ain’t that easy for you to pack up and leave him
But uh you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my BooBoy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you
Sing it for me, Kelly I love you and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it’s more than you’ll ever know Boy, it’s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah
East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right Down south,
I know you’re bouncin’ right West coast,
I know you’re walkin’ right (‘Cos you don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo Boy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo You know I’m crazy over you East coast,
I know you’re shakin’ right Down south,
I know you’re bouncin’ right West coast,
I know you’re walkin’ right (You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right East coast,
you’re still shakin’ right Down south,
I know you’re bouncin’ right West coast,
I know you’re walkin’ right (You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo Boy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you
Yeah, yeah East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right Down south,
I know you’re bouncin’ right West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right (You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right East coast,
you’re still shakin’ right Down south,
I see you’re bouncin’ right West coast,
I know you’re walkin’ right (You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right.oh
Posted by mistifier at 10:00 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
hard tym ahead!!!
haha. dis is an overdue pict daes back la..juz a trip 2 sentosa wif e ogls..n it was quite nice..wif e sun n all..n i lyk e pict alot..so colorful warm!!
had a slacky nite..haha..wat was supposed 2 b a maths stayover became a chat stayover..ended up wif e 3 of us lying on bed n tokin 4 hrs..bt it was nice.eventuali kj felt aslp, leavin mi wif ug.haha.dun mind havin another similar stayover.actuali we kinda tire ourselves out playin snap, filled wif torrents of laughters n screamings n groans..reali njoyed it.guess the oni bad tink abt e stayover was aft it, i had a pimples outbreak!!!mayb nt alot.bt its bad enuff!!omg!
y i sae i hav a hard tym ahead..mi relative cumin wif her baby son for 2 wks!!!imagine mi life wif that..n in hav 2 giv up mi queen size bed 2 dem!!arhhh!!!i lyk dem..bt..i lyk mi bed more..oops.n e 2wks r meant 4 mi 2 do stuff etc..bt wif dem here, i guess lights hav 2 b off on tym etc..n super regular hours n possible cryings of e 7 mths old baby!! ps.he's cute la. bt i tink rachel is e cutest!!nxt tym shall ty 2 upload her picts.
seriousli lacking in slp oreadi..bt 2nite gona b left wif a mattress??haizz..
n guess wat?
i m listenin 2 mi mum nag abt religion!!!cuz mi stupid bro went 2 tell mi mum tat christians told him tat buddhists are paying respects 2 demons..den mum gt so mad la..n rant on n on abt christianity..wat can i do??i tried tokin 2 her tat bro was translating e wrong msg bt she cant seem 2 get it in..n bro wans 2 buy a bible..bt its quite ex..shld i secretli tell him i hav 1??
bt he's reading it 4 e wrong reason..n i m afraid tat he'll spoil mi bible..
tml gg 2 do volunteerwork again...raising funds 4 canbodia kids!!hope e stuff arent 2 ex..den i can buy..e postcards luk so nice!!!gona b dere from 4-10pm..long hrs huh..n quite late..haha.hope mi dad dun nag..esp aft mi gg out so frequentli..sumhow i lyk doing such stuff..lyk help out n all..nt trying 2 b miss goody la, bt ...
*Do what you feel in your heart to be right - for you'll be criticised anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't.*
Posted by mistifier at 4:02 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
rite path??
its gona b a FuN dae i guess..hu wld hav guessed it..muggin stayover..haha..n i m totali booked!!!for e rest of e wks..ogl stuff etc..
went michie hse ytd n met up wif sm others 2 'mug'.haha. bt ended up watchin beauty n the beast!!!omg!!its so nice!!miss dose tyms wen i can spend e whole dae watchin such disney cartoons..its truly a classic..wif gd representation of love tats nt based on appearance bt true feelings...
heard abt a even more touchin real lifestory...
deres dis guy called john..he has a disease tat cause him 2 lose his sight gradualli as he grows..by the age of 30, he is completeli blind..bt he gt married wif a wife called mary..n guess how he came 2 1st noe of her??
in his dreams!! n eventuali dey gt married...bt he has yet 2 see his wife's face..nv..bt dey r so in luv..dis is true love..n john nv fails 2 surprise mary, with little gifts here n dere.. n whisperings etc...i guess dis is e most he can offer in return for mary's love..n i believe he loves her wif all his heart..faithfulli..n now, wats on e top list of hius prayin list is juz a chance 2 ever see his wife's face once..
when my fren once when 2 visit john n his wife @ their hse, she noticed how beautiful mary was..both physicalli and mentali..wat brought tears to my eyes was that when my fren left, john quietli asked her if his wife was pretty..n nidless 2 sae, mi fren exclaimed a yes..can u imagine how john muz b feelin..i duno how 2 describe..juz dropped a tear..
aniwae, its OtHeLlO dae 2dae!!!sounds fun actuali..n hope i m nt tat slow in pickin up e game..n hope e stayover is reali gona b a balance of both muggin n playin.ahahah..
omg..gtg HELP oreadi..tym reali flies...
Posted by mistifier at 11:13 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
mistified??
is it a must for everyone 2 experience feelings of being lost?M i lost??in a world of my own...
tryin 2 ignore wat other ppl tink n focus on my own life..
dun b so weak..buck up..b strong..if i dun help myself, no1 can..*words 2 encourage*
alrite, i m ok..juz wanted 2 let out wat has been bottled up 4 so long...
wif holidays cumin 2 an near end, i realise time is runnin out!!omg!!muz work hard wif e hmwk le..fancy mi tokin all holiday n yet not touch much on hmwk...its so foolish of mi..bt hav 2 say i hav rather njoyed e tyms i went out..so its rather worth it..
"Be My Escape"
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise
I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,
I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise
I’m going because I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,
I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go,
promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut
that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,
I’m begging You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You