Tuesday, December 30, 2008

now that the festive season has come to an end....

goodbye to 2008 and hellos to 2009!

it has been a fast year. so much had happened and we have to just cope with everything. i definitely matured and sadly, i have learnt to be much more cynical and critical each passing year. it might or might not be a bad thing but the meaniness is rubbing onto me. haha. somehow, my mouth never stops making comments. that shall be the first change i try to make in this new year.

all the independence i built up over the year is going to fail me. but i shall build it up all over again! and make it more steady and tough! i do not want to rely on my parents.given their current state, i believe they have enough on their shoulders. booboo!

my mum's asking me. 'are you going to quit in your last yr?' and obviously thats what she ask of me. but i haven thought about that. when i first made that comment, i thought i wouldnt last that long. but now, i think there might just be that chance that things may change. ultimately, it all boils down to my results. results will speak volumes. i seriously want to do well. and i want to make my own choice based on what i want. not let results decide my choice. so much hidden agendas and internal struggles.

human relations are hard to maintain. much less foster and forge new ones. everything happens for a reason. and its up to individuals to decide if they choose to accept it or not.

work has ended and now i will have much more time to study and prepare for the upcoming prelims and exams. all the dates are out!
-ELC 22 MAY
-ME 14 MAY
-CF 21 MAY
-MA 26 MAY

i am so going to catch up on what i missed man! i think i need some time to get used to going home after class and not heading out to work. hee. maybe i will try to be a more fillial daughter by doing some chores. i mean since i am staying at home. but i am such a lazy bum. we'll see how long i can sustain this nice-iness i am feeling in me. bleahs.

what awaits us in 09 set me thinking about alot of stuff. it is going to be a tough fight ahead!
i missed out alot of time with my friends. and i am so going to makeup for all that. bit by bit.
esp my secondary sch mates. sighs. i really really do miss u all!

happy lil gal will strive to be a happier,serious and efficient lil gal!

to all my darlings! may 2009 be a good year for all of us!

Posted by mistifier at 12:00 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

somewhere only we know...

the chapter ended with a graceful note*or so i hope*. hope i didnt make a wrong decision. its one of the times when making a decision is so hard. but sometimes, it might be for the good of all.

suddenly, i feel like watching THE LAKE HOUSE again.

so many things happening that we are just lost in them.

Posted by mistifier at 7:16 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

happy little yawen!

spent such a wonderful weekend with my darlings!
lets see.

saturday even though we had to go back to school to attend johnny's lecture, it was ok! especially since we only attended 2/3 of the lecture. heee. we never skip anything k! just that he covered the remaining 1/3 of the lec in another class that we went. hee.essentially, we attended EVERYTHING! its the after lec programme thats EXCITING! delong SUDDENLY suggested KTV! omg. and that certainly caught xy's FULL attention. that's like one of her raw nerves. so the few of us - abel mi joshua delong xiaoying just happily cabbed down to PARTYWORLD! where the fun began! 4 straight hours of singing. hee. not to forget the roleplaying and acting we added in as entertainment. after all the hoohaas, we still got the energy to dinner and poof! met up with ms hong,ments and weiyin for a small chitchat session!so fun! and we played soem silly 3 friends game. i was the winner! woots!HELLOS HELLOS HELLOS! i love HELLOS man.
i am binging! alot! pepperlunch coffeebean ICECREAM! help help! i think the weighing scale's gonna crash under my weight.

sunday! dimsum with shua dext abel jac ang! had to wake up damn early for this man. but its very nice! esp the prawn dumpling! omg! then we went bowling, bishi bashi-ing, shooting and pool! so so fun! and i have to say its extremely tiring man. this was all done within the time span of 3hours? cause we had to rush off to 2nd half of the day = twilight!
omg! twilight have handsome and pretty vampires! its like the highlight of the show? haha. i still cant stand bloody scenes.but we managed it! so funny. i bet edrea and shua were greatly entertained by me. especially when the movie started off with SPIDER MONKEY! i men its damn funny! esp when we can so totally relate the term to people we know. ahah.i think for that scene i laughed till my SWOLLEN ABS ached. as usual, the food intake is HIGH. tako pachi and carls junior? oh my. guilty guilty. so looking forward to tue's self training man. must work at my fats.

work tml! dread it. but aiya. its like my last few working days there already.

its just weird not having any trainings. like something is missing. and ultimately, when the usual 'trainers' dun train, we end up meeting up to play since we know we are the available souls. heee.

to ms boonee, pls do do do do have a safe trip man! and enjoy it!

and aiya. cant spend my free wkend with zx. suay. he went on a trip again. haha. then the bad thing is trg gonna resume nxt wkend! argh. happy ORD zx!

Posted by mistifier at 10:04 PM

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

back from penang

after a torturous 14hours bus ride, we are finally back in SINGAPORE! i have never felt so happy to see my bed before. and my home sweet home!

let me sidetrack while. finally met up with boonee! and it was only a short lunch before i leave for penang. but it nice. to have even that 1 hour to talk and eat together. and sweet her as usual gt me a huge box of throat soothers which was pretty useful. hee. muacky!

back to penang. it was an intense trip. with all the emotional whirlpools. and together, we won our very first gold medal of the year! i am so so proud of the boys and gals. even though i wasnt rowing, on the shore, we can sense and feel the desire to win. that boat really want to win.
our gals did well too! got our 1st silver medal! the feeling was so strong when we came up from the race that all of us just hugged each other and cried. its such times that make us feel whole again as a team. for the 1st time, the boat was eerily quiet after a race set. everyone's just holding their breath.
guys did their best i am sure, even though they lost by just that bit. i have trust and faith in them that they can do it! june race awaits us. we'll eat all of them k! boat by boat. race by race.
my heart just went out to all of them when i saw them came out from the boat. it really pains me. but there's just so much we can do to help them feel better. we can really see how much they feel for the team.

ps. so happy for mr delong and joshua for getting their 1st medal! u guys deserve it!
pps. congrats to my perks. u did us proud. virgin overseas cox. well done!
ppps.coach was so happy when he saw us race with such valor! i mean its one of the few times when we can really see a SMILE on his face.

the trip bonded us. or so i feel. it really do. and i have learnt to appreciate other people's efforts more.

food! penang is just so foody-licious!
hagen dias. baskin robins. icecreams! omg! secret receipes. auntie anne. grilled chicken.CHOCO BANANA pockys!hawker food! chicken wings, fried kway tiaos,oyster egg.....and so much more! i am such a glutton!

the last nite was so much fun! like all of us just went crazy! after the gift exchange in ter room, we just gathered in dext's roomfor alcohol and fun! mi brandon joshua and yongfa were like playing psp and losers had to drink cups! omg! i think i just K.O after downing 2.5 cups of mixes at one go. stupid. den i just went off to watch the rest play some card game. on & off. they were so funny la. kissing each other. awww. haha. after that drinking part, it got worse! drawing time! lipsticks and eyeliners and mascaras just came into the picture and no faces were spared. booboo! it just went on all the way till 6am? when its like almost time for breakfast, ahahha. and we have to say goodbye to penang!

i bet all of them will look forward to the next penang trip. i do. and i seriously hope i'll still be there for the next one.

back in singapore. back to reality. school again!
ps. i am going to see doc for my feet finally!

Posted by mistifier at 11:53 AM

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

moooo!!!!!!!!

hypocritical? i wonder who. its like the pot calling the kettle black. how fake am i when i haven even been trying to suck up to u? HAH. now that's really hilarious!at least i am honest. for all you know, all those who are surrounding you are your worse enemies ever.

i think i need to pack up whatever i have been thinking about and put my words into action. i have been lagging behind for far too long. whirlpools everywhere. everyone has their own problems. but somehow, only few can solve them.

knowing everything sometimes can be such a torture. ignorance is indeed bliss. but too much of it makes u a fool.

i love all of u darlings. its just a matter of whether u welcome it with open arms.i can always lead u to the river to have a drink, but if you choose not to, there is basically nothing much i can do.
sometimes, rather than keeping everything in, you need to tell us. communicate. if not we'll never know what is going on. that is why i am never a cold war fanatic!

was pretty pissed at work ytd. like they know i am leaving soon. so they decided to FULLY UTILISE me. before i can finsh one task,. they started piling me up with more. and they even CALLED me to rush me for it. well, eventually they are the ones who atre going to get it. cause when i leave, if i have unfinished work, its going to be redistributed to them. so i wish them luck!

so emo these few days, i wonder why. think my eyes are having floods. miss zx. and the easy ways he can try to cheer me up. sometimes, i think he suck in cheering people up. but sometimes i think it works just fine for me. i am troublesome la. hee.

feel like my life only revolved around db. i miss my secondary sch frens!jc frens! booboo!

Posted by mistifier at 10:29 AM

PUNKED

idiot delong weiyin joshua and abel! me and perks kana punked by them! argh! but it was a good one. kind of brightened up my lousy monday. the foursome really ought to be smacked man. i shall not release explicit details here. booboo! initially i thought i can finally reach home before 11pm. ended up reaching home at only almost 1am? haha.

went for freddy's 21st bdae dinner at NYDC! yummy! omg! we had our appetisers-baked delights, followed by our main course-mudpies! i think we tried more than 5 diff flavours of mudpies and perks' all time fav THAT BONY CAKE. so satisfied. heee.

everyone seem to be smiling except COMMANDO BOY. i wonder why.... heee.

sentosa ytd was damn fun! well, even though chiam and mi had to be the advanced party and 'entertain' coach, haha. i have to say the 'pingpong' trg was funny. all the ball games. captain's ball! i think us gals screamed till we were damn shagged. guys were playing soccer and coach really knows how to play beach volleyball man. i thought he was just bluffing. heee.

i am so glad i went to sentosa. intially was thinking i shouldnt go because of my legs. hee. but i guess the sea water made it all better?oops. ter definitely has a fetish for sadistic forfeits. haha. but its his 'twisted' thinkings that contributed to much of the fun. all the nipple licking(ter & dex),ear licking(chiam commando) and saliva wiping(weiyin long) etc really created quite abit of commotion and laughter for us! not to forget ali & stan's entertaining episode of cpr. ahah.

coach was damn sweet lo. he went to cut guava,mini carrots,cherry tomatos and baby cucumber for us lo. even brought thousand island sauce and the sour plum powder. so thoughtful.heehee.

well, after all that fun, we have to train hard and prepare ourselves mentally for the upcoming penang pesta!no matter what, coach HINTED so obviously to us that he wants something back man. penang penang! so looking forward to it!

zx is still in taiwan. booboo! but we still got to talk! heee.