Wednesday, May 27, 2009
post exam mood swings...
typically, i really expected happiness. but i feel weird. like the end aint the end yet. more of like a new beginning. it basically sucked. i never felt this bad before. much as i dun want what i expected to come true, i think it will. at least i have quite a few months to brace myself up for it. such an utter disappointment to my mum. urgh. for now, let me just try to enjoy whatever i can enjoy. good things dun last.
went back for training and i kind of dread it. quite worried about me not being able to catch up with the rest in terms of fitness. i know myself. need to put in double to catch up.
on a lighter note,sea rowing so far so good! like rowers are starting to come back together as one and train together.
train hard my dears. its only for this crucial month!
i have no idea why. but it seem to be getting worse. like i duno whats wrong with it. all of a sudden, it can just act up. horrible. terrible. yikes. i should and shall start to take steps to prevent it man. starting with NO KOPI! stop mi if u ever hear me say i wana drink kopi k.
i am a poor bloke for this month and the next! not gona get any job so that it wun clash with training. so no splurging! sadded. but this is what they meant by 'you reap what you sow'. haha.
just remind yourself. its only THIS month!
time to get some reading done. really missed those times when all i do is just slack in sone corner and start reading all the bimbotic books. heh.
and yes! finally celebrated bimbo and ed's birthdays! baaaa. thanks for waiting for me! its like finally finally. glad to see u all again!
yayyay! going to sentosa with my darling bony soon! maybe we'll have a small picnic and some frolicking in the water. ahahhah!
Posted by mistifier at 7:51 PM