Wednesday, May 31, 2006
rachel!
rachel can hold a pen and draw already! not exactly write or draw but she's so adorable! like everytime i see her she's got pen marks on her clothes and feet. so cute. apparently she goes to class once per week and the teacher drew on her hand to teach her something. this irresistably cute gal just learn from this single episode and started drawing on her own feet. kids just have this amazing ability to pick up funny habits. i cant stay at home! rachel's a major distraction! haha. cant help popping over and playing with her. either that or its my bed! constantly luring me to go into dreamland. *boo* and sad to say so, i succumbed to it day after day!ps.is there such a thing as forever?
Posted by mistifier at 8:50 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
post yechuan!
all the volunteers and the missing 'dead'-xinlin and yunhua
me and my group 1
youth campees and volunteers!
apparently, yechuan was a success! the turn out rate was like 75%! it was some what unexpected but i love it nonetheless. i never thought that i could be so excited over the laughter of the audience. it was music so sweet that i cant help but yearn for more. i know it sounds very dramatic but it was exactly how i felt at that moment. missed the times i spend together with my fellow directors - siew chien, janvin, siyuan, and the actors. hehe. i can still vividly remember the exasperating periods when the 'geniuses' display their 'talents'. it is quite funny thinking back. and the times when i break down having to face my partner. glad and sad that it's now all over. xp
thanks for the support u guys shown!!
went out for lunch date with my fellow directors after maths lecture and it was fun! especially the neoprint session!
youth camp was fun! initially it was quite boring but i guess all was brought to a high peak via the amazing race. my group was so enthu that even i myself couldn't believe it. it was quite a slack camp and i cant really stand it actually. haha. too slack to be true. but oh well, i enjoyed it despite all. on top of it, the volunteers - mi, huishan, sihui, justin, zihao, denise and peixin, even went for a movie after breaking camp! haha. 'over the hedge'! it was nice! quite funny. but quite sad that i forgot to take the ticket stub! there it adds to my missing collection. i really liked the photos taken during the camp. they looked really nice.
x-men is nice! didnt watch the past 2 sequels but i was quite wow-ed by the third. hehe. some of the parts were so sad that i got so sad. how could wolverine bear to kill his loved one? how it hurts to kill your beloved without realising it? ouch. it just pains me to watch them.
more movies on my list: superman
just my luck...
the list is growing! oops.
finally get a chance to meet up. enjoyed the time with you. xp
Posted by mistifier at 9:44 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
yechuan 2006!
its the time of the year again!! yechuan 2006 coming soon!! but omg! the ticket sales is ATROCIOUS! i really don't want to see an empty LT. the worse thing for an actor is performing in an empty LT. imagine working hard for over 2 weeks to perform for that small group. its really sad. last year, it was just acting and training on my part. but this year, it is an entirely different experience. directing and acting. but i have to say it was a good experience. haix. somehow, i cant overcome my own psychological barrier!!! argh! i have to dance with that ewwwww.. i am being very mean but oh well, i just cant help it. i am not the only one feeling that way, in fact people do agree with me that he's eww. shall be professional and get it over and done with. shall psycho myself: "he's a nice guy. its my pleasure to be able to perform on stage with him."now that yechuan is approaching, i am pretty freaked out. hehe. afraid that it'll fail me. or what if i fall during the play? oops.
the actors can be pretty attitude at times, but i have to admit that they made quite abit of improvement and i have been through the same thing before. can tell that they are getting sick of all the researsals and tech runs. we shall jiayou together! just 2 more days to go!!
i miss the times when i am able to go out and play my heart out. i miss u !!!
Posted by mistifier at 9:57 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
dear mr president
that feeling surfaced yet once again,to have it destroy every single ounce of me is a thought that makes me shudders.
running ahead of time and tolerance gives a me facade to hide beneath,
but indeed, that feeling still exists.
"Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions
if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell
What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh
How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you
Posted by mistifier at 9:38 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
freedom of choice
changes in our lives are inevitable but is there some way to stop it? really hate it when human relationships break down. somehow even if you are not directly involved in it, you are vulnerable to the flying comments lying around and boom. you become one of them too. i am not trying to say i am the neutral party but ooh well, i feel the same way as u guys about it. it's just quite a pity that things turn out this way. think about the times we used to have together. we cant say we didnt have any fun right? now there is all these awkwardness...
its abit scary how relationship works. this moment u you can be friends and the next moment, you become detested? who can we trust? who cant be trusted? for all i know, we might be smiling and talking to each other but you are stabbing me from the back?
but i can be sure that you guys are not that bad k. *anitha, sihui, justin, xiumin, cynthia aka my darling, huishan, yanru, boonee, wenxin, michelle, silin, shuyu* and lastly, zx!
if i miss out any, pardon me. hehe.
but i love everyone of you up there!!
have been wanting to do a small tribute to all of you up there long ago...
anitha
bimbotic but loud and cheery. i can always count on you to share our little secret questions. *winkx* i can practically say nothing bad about you but nice to bully and loud. oops.
really enjoyed the times with you! friends for life k!!
sihui
one of my besties since j1. funny and can listen to me rant non-stop. there can be some quiet moments when we just dont talk but we are still friends. sometimes you just keep stuff to youself but i have to tell you to let it out. later you get internal injuries then you know ah.
i am here with my ears for you k.
justin
quiet on appearance but oh well, you can be super crappy and lame if you get crazy.
i like the way you open up and share. like you dont hide some parts but answer honestly. and you are so easy going. everything also okie lor. and you are one of the few who can listen to me grumble. oops. i dont really have to worry about you divulging my stuff la. a good listening and talking friend indeed.
xiumin
remember the times when we always end up saying the same stuff. so got mo qi. hehe. esecially when it comes to dealing with ahem. i realy cant imagine how school thess days will be like without our funny group. you are really a very good influence you know. i shall listen to you more. hehe. and lets go our ikea real soon!!
i love you!!
cynthia
my darling!! you and your obession with colin and kero. and our usual food talk!! i love them. hehe. though i have to admit so much food is not good. but with you around, how can i ever steer clear of them? i can always count on you to accompany me also!! i wana go kbox and queensway!!
huishan
oh my. i like your outdoor attitude! how i wished we met earlier. could have done more things together. we can get crazy talking about when to go out. but so far we haven even been out once together! shall work on that! but your company with the gals has been a blessing to me.
yanru
black face!! but you have a big red heart. haha. didnt know you were so easy going. and the way you crap. its hilarious. what evil things can i say about you? hate you for your low fat percentage perhaps? haha. other than that, think you are evil! always psycho us to eat then you sit there and watch. no wonder we are all so fat now. evil evil yanru.
but i like you nonetheless. this is just you.
boonee
this is one great pal! one day we'll see each other get married, have kids. maybe live near each other and do things together! such a sweet young lady who think too much i guess will definitely find herself a good hubby. hanging on strong despite the obstacle. you are a rare gem you know. so dont ever find faults with yourslf. i love you! alot! other than my family. think you rank amongst the top!
wenxin
cool little gal. you and your makeup kit. and the usual perfectionist. seems to me you are overstretching yourself. but fret not k. i am always here to catch you when you fall. to me, you are always a cute little gal. when i see you cry, i relly am helpless. only can lend you my shoulder and listen to you. *huggies*
michelle
little black indian! must learn to take care k. dont stress until you get sick. my consultant on matters. a good listener. hehe. i can always count on you. all the times mugging and hanging around together last year made me realise a friend like you exist. *hugs*
silin
our little miss sensitive. still the same ms sensitive as ever. but its a blessing for those around you i guess. i can melt with your simple how are you. sometimes its these little gestures that brightens up one's day. and those confidence you display. cant help but like you!
shuyu
big big slacker! at least thats the impression i get. but u are a nice slacker who slacks at the right time. hehe. your direct-ness drives me crazy and yet thats what i like about you.
zx
my pillar of support everyday. haha. sounds like too strong a phrase but talking to you works wonders. and theres nothing i cant tell you i guess. its always nice to have someone there to care and knock sense into you. i love you! for what you are.
wow.its a really long entry. but i guess all these cant express my love for my really treasured friends!
wow!! silin! i am so touched! its really a nice pict! its been so long since someone made me feel touched le. thanks!!