Wednesday, June 28, 2006
chemistry invasion!
i am full of chemistry! imagine cramming all the reactions with their all so similar conditions into my head! it is so torturous! i think i jumbled up everything le! omg. so mixed up. i am so silly to try to finish all my chem revision in 1 day. on top of that, i never even read through some of the chapters once. haha, wishful thinking on my part. but nonetheless i shall try.lalala. got a whole shit load of chionging to do.
it is amazing how my dad always catch me slacking. it is like so coincidental. whenever i mug, he doesnt see. but whenever i rest a while, he pops in and catches me in the act. ahah. seem like his impression of me is always slacking these days.
shall get back soon...
slacking yet again.. but he isnt around to catch me! nanny nanny bu bu! bleh! omg. i am going crazY!
Posted by mistifier at 1:41 AM
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
gross day
its the beginning of the common test. and it suxed. counting down to the no of days left. totally flunked my maths paper (hope i can get like 30 marks? oops) and not to mention the atrocious gp. the topic was fine. but the AQ and summary was super suxy.all these are not the worse yet. after a super long day at school with tests and all, i had to go home to a naggy mum. it is understandable that she gets a little naggy but i a kind of put off. like i expect to go home and rest but she just shot me like a shotgun.
point 1
she asked me how were my papers and i told her i cant do my maths. that was when hell broke loose. relationship issues. like how i neglected my studies after i started dating? but oh well. what the freak. even if i am not dating, i would still be as slack.
point 2
i have changed? yes. i agree. but i don't go around murdering people or what. its just that i have become more slack. i'll get my drive back though. promise. and i am sorry for having changed into such a bad girl. will get my priorities right. i want my 3 As.
point 3
why is it that if i dunno how to do my maths questions and u start to nag at me? when i ask you why din you nag at bro for his results, you say its ok. what is the great difference? ok. he earn his own keeps. he stays out the whole day. he can have his girlfriends. i always rely on you guys. i am very lazy. i dont do household work. i dont wash my own clothes. it is not as if bro does any of the above. and i really cant stand the son daughter thing. girls must do work. its ok for guys. its a different generation! oh freak.
point 4
maybe i should not spend so much time dating if that is what you guys want. *pissed*
i am not stepping over my limits. and now i shall reinforce my stand. have faith in me.
point 5
scared. you cant die and i believe you wun. after slogging for so long, i believe you have all the good karma? will try to help you more. but you know the kind of person i am. lazy. and cant hang on for long. but i shall remind myself k. and i'll promise to support her if you are not here anymore. even though she's not in the least appreciative.
i am sorry . i love you. will change for the better. was so pissed just now. but after writing all out, i have come to the sense that i am in the wrong.
ps. i'll prove you guys wrong. you can juggle both studies and relationship at the same time.
Posted by mistifier at 11:12 AM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
school's opening
went to play a hour of pool today after a whole morning and afternoon of mugging. but oh well, it wasnt really that constructive though. but it is better than nothing la.i won! i won 3 rounds out of 5! haha. so happy. but cant deny the fact that i was feeling kind of guilty when playing pool.
i 'like' stats! its like what i have been doing these few days. din know how to read the normal distribution table till like yesterday? aso amazing.
thank god i wasnt mugging alone today. if i mugged alone, i think i would have gone crazy le. thanks for the company dear.
boo! maths is in the air! i'll defeat u! *punch n box* maybe i can even bite! *winkx* love ya dear.
omg! i love rachel! after so many days of being sick and grouchy, she finally recovered. maybe not fully but she looks a little more happier le. and at this moment, she's at my house! so cute! hugging her and hearing her call me. feel so blessed. i really cant bear to not see her. hehe. i am so obsessed over her. she is so adorable. she can hug and shake people's hands le! omg. when u say 'hughug', she just walk over to you and give u a warn hug. then her head rests in your shoulder. i wana faint in her hug ah. and her handshake is so wow. oops. i am getting carried away. but who cares?
Posted by mistifier at 9:47 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
scary movie4
just watched scary movie4 on god knows what day. i seem to have lost count of the days. ahah. but it was a pretty crappy show. quite funny. think the movie is so jingtat. oops. no offence. went out to mug with boonee and saw a nj-sian. i take my hat off him. he was there before me and it was really an intensive 4 hours *my guess* of mugging. i cant even paste my butt on the seat for more than a hour. stressed me out la. but i went back home to sleep anyway. always seem so tired.rachel still rock as usual but she has been sick for 4 days le. so sad. like she seem to have lost her energy to smile. *heart pain*haven been catching that cute laughter from her. miss it. hope she recovers real fast. but i got to hug her. can melt in her touch.
wenxin wrote me a very sweet letter!!! found it in my letter box today and its like so sweet. haven received a letter in ages. and its in chinese! PHEW. surprised that i could read EVERYthing. miss her so so so much! darling, dun be scared to call me to talk la. i wun find u a bother. hehe.
i dun mind being your doctor for its the least i can do. *winkx*
went to the cpf building with my mum to settle some stuff but oh my god! waited there for 2+hours. kind if regretted being a nice daughter. oops. but i guess it was not in vain. hehe. got her to buy peach apple and apple aloe vera juice for me.
my mum can be so cute! but duno whats her recent obsession with BILLY WONG! she went to enroll herself in a course of him and lucky its free ah. then i can SEE and HEAR billy wong in every corner of my house! radio, cd, vcd! argh! i dun really mind a little bit but this is like wth. a bit too much huh.
i am really going to be screwed for ct but oh well. shall do all that i can in this 2 days. boo!
ps.love ya dear. i love boonee and wenxin too! *huggies*
Posted by mistifier at 5:17 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
physics day
had a whole day of physics! 9-12 simon. 2-4 gary. isnt it great? haha. but it was somehow rewarded by a talking crap session with anitha, sihui, justin, hengda, justin, jingtat. had a load of crap out there. wanted to catch my lake house but realised that it isnt going to be out till end of july!basically nothing much going on but i wish people can be more normal. cant really understand why they must do things their way. its not as if you make life easier for anybody.
the sun, the moon, the stars and the sky...
Posted by mistifier at 7:33 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
silent hill
went to watch silent hill. hmm. not very fabulous cos i dun understand the plot and ending? and it was a bit disgusting. but it was ok. but i wana watch my lake house!!and now i know subway mustard sux! yikes. spoil my appetite.
mugging in nj was nice. surprising. was mugging at the linkway with sihui and the whole school was like air conditioned. freaking cold. with today's lowest temperature being 24'c and highest being 28'c!
ended up mugging at venezia! and dark choc and strawberry ice cream was nice!!!
freak! tomorrow got simon's lesson! and i haven done anything!
i wan my lake house!
Posted by mistifier at 8:09 PM
camp resilience
it was fun and yet super exasperating camp. i never knew dealing with kids could be so bad! it was like hell for me when they throw tantrums or just disappear from the group. but i have to say i enjoyed the camp thoroughly. all the tears, sweat, joy and fright expressed by the kids can be so intense that you can jusyt feel it. was quite touched by the kids' notes. it was sweet of them to express their thanks and appreciation. i love gordon. he's so freaking cute and adorable! Ps: the kids think FREAKING is a vulgar word. oh my. what can i say? and they ostracised a boy cos he used a hell lot of freaking. come to think of it, it is quite funny.oh. back to gordon. he's a p2 boy who reminds me of one of the leaders in german history with a birthmark on his forhead. and his hair is so funny. like some businessman. a pity i didnt get to take a photo of him! i wouldnt mind helping out at the camp again next year!
after the camp, i went to bishan park to play swing! its so nice! swinging and enjoying the night breeze and dark sky. not much stars though but it was good enough. i dint know such a playgroung existed. with the 'flying fox', seesaw and swing! shall go back again one day to play!
parents brought me to eat breakfast and we went to upper pierce reservoir. the monkeys there are so cute!! especially the small kiddy monkeys. then we sat at the edge stony area of the reservoir, and it was pretty peaceful. looking at the small kids there playing and the nice scenery. love the waters and the company!*winkx*
went to kap to mug with sihui but i guess it was not very productive. we were all still pretty shagged from the camp. so we ended up playing pool. the silly gay jigtat came along and i was terribly trashed. went for pizza after that! it was a fabulous cheesy lava stuff crust hawaiian pizza! but i hate the aftermath! me ans sihui got stomachache in the middle of the night and till now we still have the weird feeling in the stomach. argh! the stupid pizza outlet at btp. never fail to give me the tummyaches. this is not the first time. *box them ah*
other then the stupid pizza, the sunday was quite enjoyable!
and dear, it's always good to forgive and forget k. i taught the kids at camp that and here i am preaching again. love you loads.
oh!!! i am so very interested in the movie 'the lake house'! its a movie featuring keane reeves and sandra bullocks. Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock have a romance via love letters and discover that they are living two years apart. its like so nice and sweet! watched the trailer and wana melt!
Posted by mistifier at 2:20 AM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
she's the man
just watched she's the man! i like it. typical bimbo flick but its cool! a nice rendition of twelfth night. with a charming duke orsino, cute viola and blur cheeky sebastian. its funny and simply love the show. oh. i miss literature!chem remedial today was replaced by a self declared gary homework session with anitha and her friends. haha. they are pretty nice. and i am so stressed out by the swelta. she finished what i did in a day in just an hour. its like so argh. smart gal.
gary was alright today but towards the end, i am TOTALLY confused by gary and his assistant. *he's pretty cute* hate forces and equilibrium!
camp tomorrow! haven started packing! and i kind of look forward to it. hehe. though there is a teeny weeny part in me that doeesn't want to go la. hehe. but its just a teeny weeny bit.
the movie got me pretty happy. and subway dinner! freshly baked chocolate cookie rock!
love you dear.*winkx*
Posted by mistifier at 9:33 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i was born to love you
I was born to love you (love you...)With every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you
Every single day (single day...)
All right
Hey hey
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you every single day of my life
You are the one for me I am the man for you
You were made for me you're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream and my dreams come true
It's so hard to believe this is happening to me
An amazing feeling coming through
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you honey every single day of my life
I wanna love you I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you love you love you
(Born) to love you (born) to love you yes (Born) I was born to love you
(Born) to love you (born) to love you every single day of my life
I was born to take care of you every single day, day, day of my life
An amazing feeling coming through
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yeah I was born to take care of you every single day of my life
Yes, I was born to love you
Every single day
Of my life
I love you baby
Yeah
Born to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Hey
I wanna love you love you love you
I wanna love you
Yeah yeah
Aha it's magic
I get so lonely lonely lonely yeah
I wanna love you
It's magic
Love you
Yeah, give it to me
Posted by mistifier at 11:04 PM
post sentosa
kelly, anitha and mi!
mi and huishan *a little windy on her side*
justin, edwyn, anitha and mi *gary groupies*
darl lord and mi
everyone with a nice tan! all ready to go for dinneras usual i never learn. haha. was sunburnt yet again. abit pain but i think it was all quite worthed it. i get to be darker? haha. can compete with our dark lord.
this morning got a pleasant surprise from dear rachel! went over to her house to watch her sllep but she woke up! and called me 'jiejiejiejiejiejie..' so freaking sweet and cute! i wana kidnap her and keep her as my own.
then there's this weird bangladesh who came to repair my house toilet. he's so freaky. one minute he's hecking the toilet floor and the next he is standing at the sink there looking or rather staring at me and my mum talking. *dig out his eyes* if it's just that once or twice then never mind. but its A HELL LOT OF TIMES. my cute mum keep on complaining to me the whole morning but she dont want to complain to the contractor in charge person. dots. the way she portrayed the bangladesh made me feel that we are all gona get get raped and killed. eww.
the funny thing was i left house in early afternoon and the bangladesh asked my mum for a cup of hot milo. after much pestering, my mum gave in and made a cup for him. after he fginished drinking, she totally STERILISED the cup and spoon. think she was only a step away from throwing the cup away. she BOILED the spoon and cup and used a disposable chopstick to handle the cup la. so cute. i got nothing to say. hahahahaha. the stupid guy used our toilet also! my cute mum went to SCRUB the toilet bowl TWICE after he used. so hilarious. she's so country-ist. but i think i am a little too. oops.
went to meet silin, mich, shu, biru, jay for lunch! at the amkss ban mian coffeeshop. hmm.. miss the old days. after that spent like 3 hours at the macs mugging. but haha. it wasnt very good i should say. the burn was killing me.
went to watch cars! it was nice. a bit touching. quite touched by the lightning maqueen's stopping to help the blue car. wonder who would have done that. and the credits part also quite sad. pixar is going to be gone.
huishan got me so high on 'she's the man'! i wana watch! hopefully i can get to watch it tomorrow!
to my dear, love you. thanks for volunteering to help me carry my bag k. it was sweet la. hehe.
Posted by mistifier at 10:01 PM
Monday, June 12, 2006
pissed!
i am so so pissed with my stupid sister. she actually made use of my blog account, password etc and changed it to under her name. what the hell! really feel like SLAPPING her. like really get my hands on her face. but i cant! argh!shall not bother about her. gona let the com NOT REMEMBER MY PASSWORD. then she cant access. blow her up.
went sentosa today. it was a SUNNY day! and our dear anitha aka STORM said she made the sky not rain today. so dots. anyway, was supposed to meet sihui at dhoby ghaut mrt at like 845am but i was late. but i think it was all so worthed it. was about to get out when i heard RACHEL calling 'jiejie jiejie'. so cute!!!!!!! i wana melt. being a peadophile, how can i ever resist rachel? so i went over to her house, hugged and played with her for like 10mins? ahah. i cant bear to go but oh well.
by the time i got to the station, anitha and sihui were waiting there already. oops. was only 10mins late though. went for macdonald's breakfast! shiok. hehe. then went to buy loads of titbits to sentosa.
was like playing soccer when i broke my slipper! ended up buying a $10 slipper at the stupid 'islanders life' shop. and it was not very nice to begin with. but still acceptable la. when you dont have much of a choice.
played and eat and played and eat. the funny thing was we didnt go into the water at all! tahst is so dots la. go beach but never go into water.
the whole trip was fun as a whole and 12 people turned up eventually.
mi, anitha, sihui, justin, edwyn, jiaying, huishan, jialing, kelly, yee siang, jingtat, ziyan.
pretty cool. everyone got bbq-ed. haha. including anitha!
Posted by mistifier at 10:43 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
a beri nice sunday
it is one of the nicest sundays i ever had! though i was down with 'disease' but oh well, it was all overshadowed by the nice flow of 'events'.went chinatown for breakfast! century egg porridge, raw fish, yam cake, zhu chang fen, tea, noodles and then went shopping with my dad. hehe. gained a pair of shoes too! bleh.
then dad drove me to KAP. oops. i was like an hour late. and the sad thing was i was the earliest other than our usual punctual sihui.l. we were later joined by justin and jingtat. and the session of crapping began. did only a bit of maths.
nice sihui then accompanied me to cold storage and i finally bought my dark chocolate and chocolate bread! yum yum!
we dispersed at around 5 and it was time for dinner!
steamboat at marina south! went there with my family and zx. one thing i dont like was the crowd. oops. dont really like crowds huh. but the eating part was nice.
i think the coolest part was the entertainment after dinner!
mi and zx parred against mi bro and DAD in pool. oh my god. it was like so wow la. i can never imagine my dad playing pool. after those times when he and mum both nagged mi and bro about playing pool. ahah.
after that i played my bishi bashi game! loved that game. nothing can beat jamming against the machine. that definitely lifted my spirits to a higher level.
love u dear! i feel so blessed today. i believe my dad felt the same way too. hehe. from the way he smiled. haha. cant bring myself to say i love u dad. it's been a long time since we had a dinner like this le. *winkx*
my mum and dad are so sweet la. friday was my dad's birthday. and sat was their anniversary. if i am not wrong, think they were married for like 20+ years le.
Posted by mistifier at 11:01 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
precamp
i have to say that the precamp was pretty slack. hehe. actually i am very slack about it la. like when we cheer, it was only a half hearted one. but nevermind, i shall try to bring my own energy level up for the actual camp itself. think its gona be quite fun. with the kids and some of the games seems fun. i like the green bean game. hehe. and the sucky thing is.. my contact lens broke! no wonder my eyes hurt like shit. spent the rest of the day at the precamp being half blind. dots.watched the omen yesterday. it was kind of disappointing. haha. i seriously dont think it should be rated pg. it was quite disturbing for me. eww. ate a lot of food! ben and jerry ice cream- chocolate fudge brownie and cookie dough, popcorn, icetea, milk buns*biscults*, marshmallows, pasta.. i forgot what else le. hehe. growing into such a pig.
Posted by mistifier at 6:30 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
nitecycling
went nite cycling with the youth camp people yesterday and it was fun. haha. thought i felt that it was tiring and tough in the beginning. but after some getting used to, everything just fell into place. went to quite alot of places. remember the cemetary road *think its sim rd*. it's like so creepy. especially the tunnel part. guess i was pretty quiet at that stretch. hehe. though i have to admit that it was pretty fun riding along EMPTY roads after squeezing with cars on the road the whole night. drank fesh sugarcane at chomp chomp and milo dinosaur at prata house! lastly we had macs at ecp. it rocked.one of the best things is the beach in the morning. the sounds of the waves is so nice that i can just fall asleep there along the beach. *though the reason why i fell asleep today was because of the tiredness.* stayed at the beach and sad that there's no sunrise. and we fell asleep together on a bench while waiting for the bike shop to open for business.
somehow, i find it sweet to watch the him sleep while enjoying the cool breeze at the beach. just have this thing for beach and breeze and skies. its a pity i can't spend tomorrow with him. got pre camp. thats not the worse yet. i am going to miss my rock climbing level one! and its like only $20. ouch. gonna be at kids camp! though i know its going to be fun, but a part of me still *argh* for my course.
going back to sleep. dead tired.
boo!
Posted by mistifier at 9:41 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i cooked dinner! hehe. one of the few times. and my mum say its not bad! *winkx* first, i forgot to cut the chilli and just popped everything into the wok. then i had to pull all the chilli padis out. eww. next i realised that without chilli, it doesn't taste nice. so i chopped up the chilli in record time. and i went to touch my face!! it was hot! i ended up rubbing my face with ice cubes. not a nice experience. hehe.no wonder i am my mum's daughter. didnt realise we have so much in common. and it kind of surprised me when we were watching the drama series together and we ended up shrieking and grabbing each other at the 'exciting' parts. makes me wana cry. like i love u mommy! but i never dare tell her that in the face.
empty promises that people make...
i find these quite interesting and so, here they are.
he handed her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake. and said 'i'll love you till the last one dies.'
reasons why guys like girls?
-they'll always smell good even though it is just shampoo
-the way their heads always finds the right spots on our shoulders
-how cute they look when they sleep
-the ease in which they fit into our arms
-the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything seems right in the world
-how cute they are when they eat
-the way they look good no matter what they wear
-how cute they are when they argue
-the way they smile
-the way they say 'i miss you'
-the way their tears make you wanna change the world so that it doesn't hurt them anymore...