Tuesday, March 03, 2009
progress....
poof! so far, went ahead with 2 prelims papers already. and wow! what a beep. i actually left the hall after 1 hour without attempting much. total blank. haha. i wonder what i was thinking. well. it served as a good warning i guess. GAMBATEI!
i have no idea why but these days, i cant seem to get my energy level up at all. like constantly tired? is it a virus in the air? HAHA. maybe i just caught the LAZY BUG!
ments went viety land. 1 week. seem so long. but oh wells. hope hes ok over there. heee. if its me think i'll die of loneliness.
sometimes, i just wish i have a shoulder *like chiam's* to lean on. heee. i like her shoulder! damn nice to put my round head.
sometimes, the floodgate just opens and things are simply beyond ur control. much as u want to give it a steer and change its direction. you cant.
i really wonder what he is up to all these days. like is he really doing what he is supposed to do or is he hiding stuff from us? seriously, we had enough of his PLEASANT surprises. and usu they are quite bad. i cross my fingers hard and hope that what we feel is not what we think it is. we trust him. and it is just not right to betray our trust. habits are hard to break. but you have already broken some bad bad ones. so what is this one? just another one to go.
i know you love me. but we want actions which can let us feel the love. if you deem hurting us,keeping things from us as love, i really duno what u are anymore.
Posted by mistifier at 9:21 AM