Thursday, March 19, 2009
game theories!
its econs week! and i think i am going to get really really sick of it. haha. but come to think of it, i think i barely started? only managed to do half of it when the lecture starts on sat! omg! slaughter me like a piggy. yes. a piggy. well. at least i can be presentablely presented as a decenty plate of pork chop. haha.
ments actually wants to shoot me in the head. haha. and i really think i deserve it. for all the things that i have done. why is it that it can feel so wrong and yet i do nothing to rectify it. sighs. there is really a difference between what i have to do and what i can do. it is logical and understandable to always do the right things but why is it that when it comes to the time to execute it, you cant do it? maybe beneath my red heart, i have a heart of steel. haha.
i have no idea why. was feeling abit weird in the tummy and to nap. woke up feeling worse and when my mum asked why i look so pale. i feel like crying. think the emotions are threatening to flow out of my head. i love my mummy.
i think i am starting to have multiple homes. kallang. sim. home. macs. haha
i am getting delusional! yay!
all i know, is everythinig is not as it's sold.
but the more i grow, the less i know.
and i have lived so many lives,
though i'm not old.
and the more i see, the less i grow.
the fewer the seeds the more i sow.
Posted by mistifier at 2:07 PM