Friday, January 09, 2009
what a year.
turmoils began even before the year started proper.its a pity that unsolved problems have to be carried forward.really want this to be a fresh year where everything starts nicely.as usual,things dont always turn out the way you want it to be.
I may appear to be nonchalant,but sometimes,i do wonder about stuff.how things can escalate to such states.i duno why.but i dun understand why we are such complicated creatures.why do we read so much into things?is there a need to?maybe there is.but i wish i am immune to them all.why is it that things dun appear to be the same as what we see?simple is the way i want it to be.sick and tired of all the politics.i might not be directly involved.but i do play a part and the effects are widespread.it definitely can be felt.by anyone.everyone.
Some things are meant to be kept in the dark.but human nature just make us divulge it all.appearing to be doing nothing doesnt mean nothing is done.
Agm's finally over.some good things eventually have to come to an end.after getting used to having xy,lisa,lp,joce with us for the past 1.5yrs,it kinda feels weird when we dun row tgt.bt i support their decisions.will miss them definitely and all the times we shared.its such times that will always be remembered and treasured.humans are always like that.we wun treasure what we have till we lose it.
Right now,i seriously want us to stay tgt.work tgt.towards a common goal.i have faith in all of us.my stand is clear.
I need to clear my mind.start afresh.learn how to control my emotions and temper.think objectively and not let any emotion affect my decisions.
I know things can be easily said.doing it is another matter.it aint easy.but it has to be done.
On the surface,things look perfectly normal and peaceful,but its always such peace that leads to a violent storm.
Nothing is impossible!hang in there!go away all the bad air!i want to see my rainbow after my storm.
Posted by mistifier at 9:11 AM