Tuesday, December 30, 2008

now that the festive season has come to an end....

goodbye to 2008 and hellos to 2009!

it has been a fast year. so much had happened and we have to just cope with everything. i definitely matured and sadly, i have learnt to be much more cynical and critical each passing year. it might or might not be a bad thing but the meaniness is rubbing onto me. haha. somehow, my mouth never stops making comments. that shall be the first change i try to make in this new year.

all the independence i built up over the year is going to fail me. but i shall build it up all over again! and make it more steady and tough! i do not want to rely on my parents.given their current state, i believe they have enough on their shoulders. booboo!

my mum's asking me. 'are you going to quit in your last yr?' and obviously thats what she ask of me. but i haven thought about that. when i first made that comment, i thought i wouldnt last that long. but now, i think there might just be that chance that things may change. ultimately, it all boils down to my results. results will speak volumes. i seriously want to do well. and i want to make my own choice based on what i want. not let results decide my choice. so much hidden agendas and internal struggles.

human relations are hard to maintain. much less foster and forge new ones. everything happens for a reason. and its up to individuals to decide if they choose to accept it or not.

work has ended and now i will have much more time to study and prepare for the upcoming prelims and exams. all the dates are out!
-ELC 22 MAY
-ME 14 MAY
-CF 21 MAY
-MA 26 MAY

i am so going to catch up on what i missed man! i think i need some time to get used to going home after class and not heading out to work. hee. maybe i will try to be a more fillial daughter by doing some chores. i mean since i am staying at home. but i am such a lazy bum. we'll see how long i can sustain this nice-iness i am feeling in me. bleahs.

what awaits us in 09 set me thinking about alot of stuff. it is going to be a tough fight ahead!
i missed out alot of time with my friends. and i am so going to makeup for all that. bit by bit.
esp my secondary sch mates. sighs. i really really do miss u all!

happy lil gal will strive to be a happier,serious and efficient lil gal!

to all my darlings! may 2009 be a good year for all of us!

Posted by mistifier at 12:00 PM