Thursday, November 27, 2008
was watching the regatta vids over and over again. it is just painful. i mean it just sank into me. i dun want everyone of us to start blaming themselves. but i just want to make sure we win it back. everything that we have lost. even if its race by race we eat everything back.
i never thought i'll be hit by recession. haha. kana retrenched. goodness. dun think the idea will sink into my head. up till now i am still in shock. and i am like thinking whatever shit can happen. hang in there man. i wun die. but just need an emergency contingency plan. think think.
i was looking at my rotten heel. and there is a gapping hole. i am thinking how long does it takes for flesh to grow back? i guess theres no chance of me having my flesh grow back by penang. argh. i am quite scared it does not grow back. even though i appear nonchalant.
it just brought back memories. ended up in tears. i cant count how many times. lost track of it. control man. i am sure he wants us to smile and not cry for him.
am blogging right now. its a rainy late night. perfect weather for sleep. and yet i cant sleep. i seriously duno what to do.
Posted by mistifier at 1:19 AM