Wednesday, September 24, 2008
screw you
had such a long and hectic week. And guess what. Just after my brush with SGH, I wen to visit my mr doc again. Sighs. Stupid throat. I din even touch choc okay! My huge box of ferrero rocher is still hidden at some corner of my house. I am going to suffer from withdrawal syndromes soon! Dalalala.
Went back for sea training on saturday after so long. And the few of us who had sat class in school rushed down. Haha. Imagine the sight. 2 guys in front. 5 girls at the back. But we managed. From clementi all the way to kallang. HAHA. Luckily the girls are all pretty small. Hee.
Had subway with perks,jac,ade 2,clement after training and it was damn fun. All the gossips and karma accumulated. WOW!
After the super late lunch, I went to meet zx’s family for yummy ichiban dinner! Haha. Surprisingly I can still eat.
Sunday was master series. I am proud of our junior gals. Well. At least majority of them. Came ini overall 5th I think. And even though our strong competitors weren’t all there, we did our best. And I believe we can achieve better results. Went home and just blacked out after that for 2 whole hours before I got woken up for dinner.
Ps. BANANA is coming back! Woots!
Pps. No training on Thursday for the girls! Double woots!
Monday. I could feel the beginning of my illness. Haha. And I chose to try to let it heal by itself. Serve me right. Sighs. Dragged myself to work and bought a new shoe bag. To replace my lost one. Miss my old shoe bag. Now I need to get another pair of shoes. Argh. Its quite a sad week. Went to two wakes. And dear jon, hang in there! Be brave!
Met up with bim ed and fang despite the protest from my throat. Went to eat burger king breakfast and GELARE! Woots! So satisfying! And we did a lil bit of shopping together. Muahaha. I didn’t buy anything!well, maybe just a pair of slippers. Hee. But I needed it! And mr chew happily bought 2 pairs. Tsktsk.
Finally went doctor before heading for tuition. Another $30 wasted. Sighs. I could have used it on the pair of black heels I had my eyes on. But oh well. Bugger.
training was fun! Well. But we began with a killer. Haha. Or so it appeared. Ran around np. And mingyang nearly scared me. I thought we gonna run two runs. I’ll faint. The med was making me damn nua and drowsy. We went to np track to play captain’s ball! So fun! Well, though my butter fingers more often than not fail me. Good training. All of us were perspiring like pigs after that.
Ahem.sidetrack. I cant bottle it up. It just seem very stifling. You cant make decisions and expect people to follow what u want unless it is really reasonable and valid. How can you judge that a certain chore is easy and simple when u yourself had tried and failed? Come on. Would you want to do it if it was you? Work so hard and end up not being able to reap your fruits? Its just very selfish of you. And I thought you were an adult. And what rights do you have to judge individuals’ skills? Goodness. That I really have to take my hat off. We know you have great plans. But if you never tell us about it, would we know? You two really deserve each other. I am a bitch. But I dun feel sorry or remorseful about that AT ALL. I dun think anyone deserves that kind of treatment at all. Throwing tantrums aint going to work on me. And I believe you are too old to do so.
dear zx, i really miss hanging out with u. we've been getting so limited times together these days. sighs. i guess that makes us treasure the little time we have together more. support me. i need all the strength to hang in there.
think maybe the med din work that well. seem to feel pretty bad. argh. shall go pump starfruit juice as well. painpain. sobs. suddenly i feel like a little girl all over again. want all the pampering and all. haha.
i dun wan to grow up. when all the responsibilities fall back on me.
Posted by mistifier at 9:59 AM