Wednesday, June 04, 2008
its work day again. and i am feeling much worse than it was on monday.
went training at kallang ytd. rowing wasnt that good. still feel weird. but maybe more practice will help. after 2 hours of training, we went to the'dirty sweaty gym' and yea. whack everything. super tired. and apparently, ms how wasnt in her best of mood ytd after all. so sorry to all who took it all in. especially perks. sorry for the many medicine balls. my arms din want to listen to my command.
why is it that i feel like i have so much lesser time than before holidays? feel even more tired than before. sick of all the politics. trainings. work. maybe i should just let myself go on a long break and get away from all these.
used to think : if i can do it, so can u.
but now, i realise its not that true after all.
its so frustrating. its like training just ended 12 hours ago. and after less then 24 hours, another training commence. maybe my willpower isnt that strong but i am still hanging on. feel like such a sadist. carry on torturing ourselves even though it sucked.
had a bad night ytd. woke up at 3am. and guess what kept me up? dragonboat. i duno how long i rowed in my sleep. but it seriously felt real.woke up feeling so shag. like i never sleep at all. and to add on, my whole body felt like its going to give way. sore throat coming up. dun even dare to touch my CHOCOLATE OVERLOAD kit kat chunky. but i am always staring at it. in the hope of feeling better.
on a lighter note, i shall ali about my dress! i finally bought it! hurray! GSS can kill all of us!
i am confused. but i really really appreciate all my friends and zx who listened to me grumble all day long. love all of u guys!
Posted by mistifier at 10:08 AM