Saturday, May 06, 2006
freedom of choice
changes in our lives are inevitable but is there some way to stop it? really hate it when human relationships break down. somehow even if you are not directly involved in it, you are vulnerable to the flying comments lying around and boom. you become one of them too. i am not trying to say i am the neutral party but ooh well, i feel the same way as u guys about it. it's just quite a pity that things turn out this way. think about the times we used to have together. we cant say we didnt have any fun right? now there is all these awkwardness...
its abit scary how relationship works. this moment u you can be friends and the next moment, you become detested? who can we trust? who cant be trusted? for all i know, we might be smiling and talking to each other but you are stabbing me from the back?
but i can be sure that you guys are not that bad k. *anitha, sihui, justin, xiumin, cynthia aka my darling, huishan, yanru, boonee, wenxin, michelle, silin, shuyu* and lastly, zx!
if i miss out any, pardon me. hehe.
but i love everyone of you up there!!
have been wanting to do a small tribute to all of you up there long ago...
anitha
bimbotic but loud and cheery. i can always count on you to share our little secret questions. *winkx* i can practically say nothing bad about you but nice to bully and loud. oops.
really enjoyed the times with you! friends for life k!!
sihui
one of my besties since j1. funny and can listen to me rant non-stop. there can be some quiet moments when we just dont talk but we are still friends. sometimes you just keep stuff to youself but i have to tell you to let it out. later you get internal injuries then you know ah.
i am here with my ears for you k.
justin
quiet on appearance but oh well, you can be super crappy and lame if you get crazy.
i like the way you open up and share. like you dont hide some parts but answer honestly. and you are so easy going. everything also okie lor. and you are one of the few who can listen to me grumble. oops. i dont really have to worry about you divulging my stuff la. a good listening and talking friend indeed.
xiumin
remember the times when we always end up saying the same stuff. so got mo qi. hehe. esecially when it comes to dealing with ahem. i realy cant imagine how school thess days will be like without our funny group. you are really a very good influence you know. i shall listen to you more. hehe. and lets go our ikea real soon!!
i love you!!
cynthia
my darling!! you and your obession with colin and kero. and our usual food talk!! i love them. hehe. though i have to admit so much food is not good. but with you around, how can i ever steer clear of them? i can always count on you to accompany me also!! i wana go kbox and queensway!!
huishan
oh my. i like your outdoor attitude! how i wished we met earlier. could have done more things together. we can get crazy talking about when to go out. but so far we haven even been out once together! shall work on that! but your company with the gals has been a blessing to me.
yanru
black face!! but you have a big red heart. haha. didnt know you were so easy going. and the way you crap. its hilarious. what evil things can i say about you? hate you for your low fat percentage perhaps? haha. other than that, think you are evil! always psycho us to eat then you sit there and watch. no wonder we are all so fat now. evil evil yanru.
but i like you nonetheless. this is just you.
boonee
this is one great pal! one day we'll see each other get married, have kids. maybe live near each other and do things together! such a sweet young lady who think too much i guess will definitely find herself a good hubby. hanging on strong despite the obstacle. you are a rare gem you know. so dont ever find faults with yourslf. i love you! alot! other than my family. think you rank amongst the top!
wenxin
cool little gal. you and your makeup kit. and the usual perfectionist. seems to me you are overstretching yourself. but fret not k. i am always here to catch you when you fall. to me, you are always a cute little gal. when i see you cry, i relly am helpless. only can lend you my shoulder and listen to you. *huggies*
michelle
little black indian! must learn to take care k. dont stress until you get sick. my consultant on matters. a good listener. hehe. i can always count on you. all the times mugging and hanging around together last year made me realise a friend like you exist. *hugs*
silin
our little miss sensitive. still the same ms sensitive as ever. but its a blessing for those around you i guess. i can melt with your simple how are you. sometimes its these little gestures that brightens up one's day. and those confidence you display. cant help but like you!
shuyu
big big slacker! at least thats the impression i get. but u are a nice slacker who slacks at the right time. hehe. your direct-ness drives me crazy and yet thats what i like about you.
zx
my pillar of support everyday. haha. sounds like too strong a phrase but talking to you works wonders. and theres nothing i cant tell you i guess. its always nice to have someone there to care and knock sense into you. i love you! for what you are.
wow.its a really long entry. but i guess all these cant express my love for my really treasured friends!
wow!! silin! i am so touched! its really a nice pict! its been so long since someone made me feel touched le. thanks!!