Saturday, March 25, 2006

hell of a day

ubin trip today was pretty scary for me.it was still quite alrite until i fell!!!!!haix.first time falling in ubin.*oops.its not as if i have been there alota times*
scratched my RIGHT hand and my lap.ouch.gt blueblack and it's swollen.haha.but i am grateful for that.alex fell!!and his wounds are like so much more serious than mi la.i was so scared.was trembling while helping him and trying to put on a calm and brave front.but i know i was really freaked out.haix.think this bike thing is going to make me become paranoid for some time.tho i like biking and the feeling of it all,but this just got into me la.saw the whole thing,the fall,the process,the helplessness of us human when someone is falling.it was bad enough for mi,boonee must have had it worse la.afterall she was behind mi and alex when we both fell.it must have been quite traumatising.the journey back was so dead.everyone was deadbeat after all the stuff.

mentally tired too.was like being so insensitive and all to her.without even realising it all.but seriously i was so clueless.argh.feel so helpless and all.*sobx*cant even put them into words.hmm.what can i say?i love you!!and glad to have you with mi through it all.thanks for bearing with me all this while and i shall really learn to put things on the table and settle them before they cool down.serious.its always the same problem over the years.argh.

beaten and weary..time to retire..

Posted by mistifier at 8:58 PM