Monday, March 13, 2006

always on my mind...

my way of showing concern for someone is just different ba.i may appear to be heck about it but i really do care.maybe its my phrasing or my expression but its time that proves my concern i guess.i don't have to be constantly seeing or calling you to be concerned..but its enough to know that you know i do..hmm..i love you as much as i love myself?yap.though i never tell you before in these way but i really treasure all the times we had together and all la.i doubt i'll ever find someone like you again..maybe just close to that..but never the same.i can't imagine what will happen if u were out of my life some day.serious.no matter how seldom we meet and talk and stuff.i don't wana go deeper and think of all the things i dun want to happen.guess i am just avoiding all of them.but i sincerely wish you all the best k.and that everything is okie.

it seems like i am getting from bad to worst!!can't concentrate and focus!!argh..need to do something about it..my brain is full of sleeping and slacking!!oops..

What if one day i just pass away and all the things that i wanna do remain unaccomplished??will i die with regrets and groans about why i did certain thing that way or treat some1 badly?argh..why do we have to live thinking about all these stuff!!
and why is it that people go around in circles when all they wana do is say something really simple.it really irks me.why am i doing all the stuff that i am doing?is it for me or for the sake of doing it?or for the kids?should i continue with it?just do what i am supposed to do or do more?is it all worth it?qns i wana seek answers to.......

oh my.i am getting so pessi and why am i thinking so much??just live and enjoy!time to wake up and back to muggin!!!

missing people is so not nice...

Posted by mistifier at 10:43 PM